Lyrics
Hard times that blow my mind,
Experiencing challenging and difficult times that deeply affect my thoughts.
Feel like I'm gonna stray
Feeling a strong inclination to deviate or go astray from a desired path.
Ruff times fucking my soul,
Difficult and harsh experiences are affecting my inner self.
And I'm the one that takes it
Taking on the responsibility of enduring and handling the hardships.
All the times that I have died
Reflecting on past instances where I felt figuratively or emotionally dead.
All the times of my suicide
Recalling moments of intense emotional pain or self-inflicted harm.
All the times you saved my life
Remembering occasions when someone or something saved me from despair or destruction.
You're the one who made it right
Acknowledging and appreciating the entity that brought positivity and balance into my life.
Taken day by day - taking it all away
Navigating life on a daily basis and gradually losing or giving up everything.
You're the one that kept me at bay,
Someone important is preventing me from straying too far, maintaining control.
Won't let me stray,
Not allowing myself to deviate or go astray, being kept in check.
Brought me back from the dead - again
Being brought back to life metaphorically, experiencing a rejuvenation or revival.
Ruff times that blow my mind,
Difficult and harsh times continue to affect my thoughts profoundly.
Feel like I'm lovin this pain
Finding a strange enjoyment or satisfaction in the midst of pain and hardship.
Sometimes I try to survive,
Attempting to survive, but often ending up in undesirable situations.
But end up in my own shit
Facing the consequences of my own actions or decisions.
All the times that I have died
Reflecting on past instances where I felt figuratively or emotionally dead (repeated).
All the times of my suicide
Recalling moments of intense emotional pain or self-inflicted harm (repeated).
All the times you saved my life
Remembering occasions when someone or something saved me from despair or destruction (repeated).
You're the one who made it right
Acknowledging and appreciating the entity that brought positivity and balance into my life (repeated).
Taken day by day - taking it all away
Navigating life on a daily basis and gradually losing or giving up everything (repeated).
You're the one that kept me at bay,
Someone important is preventing me from straying too far, maintaining control (repeated).
Won't let me stray,
Not allowing myself to deviate or go astray, being kept in check (repeated).
Brought me back from the dead - again
Being brought back to life metaphorically, experiencing a rejuvenation or revival (repeated).
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