Washed Up
Washed Up Reflections: A Journey of Broken Minds and Lost Ties
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I swam upstream
I made an effort against the current.
To save you and me
The effort was to rescue both of us.
Twelve years only to find
Spent twelve years only to discover.
Us both face down
Both of us lying face down.
On the gravel ground
On the ground covered in gravel.
Done in by my broken mind
We both succumbed to the challenges imposed by my troubled mind.
Can't keep bleeding myself dry
I can't continue depleting myself emotionally.
Already washed up in your eyes
I'm already seen as defeated in your eyes.
Started out so far behind
Our journey started from a disadvantaged position.
Thought I was losing
Initially thought I was losing, but it's a draw.
But it's a tie
We both experienced hardship.
We both lost
We both lost in the struggle.
We both tried
We both made an effort.
You stripped me of
You took away everything I cherished.
All the things I loved
Enveloped me in burdensome lies.
Wrapped me up
Entangled in deceitful stories.
In leaden lies
As I sank, I could only express gratitude and regret.
And as I sank
As I descended, I thanked you.
I could only thank you
Apologized for the situation.
And apologize
Can't keep bleeding myself dry
I can't continue draining myself emotionally.
Already washed up in your eyes
I'm already perceived as defeated in your perspective.
Started out so far behind
Our journey started from a disadvantaged position.
Thought I was losing
Initially thought I was losing, but it's a draw.
But it's a tie
We both experienced hardship.
We both lost
We both lost in the struggle.
We both tried
We both made an effort.
You won't get any more answers
No more answers will be provided.
We already dragged the lake
We've already conducted an exhaustive search.
No I can't stand
I can't endure the pain and support you simultaneously.
And hold your hand
It exceeds my capacity.
It's more than I can take
What remains of me, I cannot bear.
The little of me
The part of me that you left behind.
That you left
I caused harm to that remaining part.
I cracked her jaw
I took drastic measures to revive it.
To give her breath
To give life back, I had to resort to force.
Through blood and mud
Amidst challenges and difficulties.
I cannot hear you call my name
Amidst chaos, I cannot hear your call.
I swam upstream
I made an effort against the current.
To save you and me
The effort was to rescue both of us.
Twelve years only to find
Spent twelve years only to discover.
Us both face down
Both of us lying face down.
On the gravel ground
On the ground covered in gravel.
Done in by my broken mind
We both succumbed to the challenges imposed by my troubled mind.
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