Lyrics
Another night in a row
Repetition of spending another night indoors.
You stayed inside looked out your window
Observing the world outside from within.
Why can't you be like him
Questioning why one can't emulate another person's behavior.
Why can't you live more like them
Comparing oneself unfavorably to others' lifestyles.
No it's not a disease
Denial that one's situation is a disease.
You tell a reassuring ceiling
Talking to oneself or finding solace in an unresponsive space.
Now it's getting hard to breathe
Feeling suffocated or anxious.
And these four walls keep falling in
Sense of confinement and emotional collapse.
I just don't know you anymore
Expressing unfamiliarity with someone's changed self.
A shade of grey on a face I've never seen before
Seeing an unfamiliar expression or demeanor.
It's too obscure
Feeling that something is unclear or ambiguous.
Thrown across a bathroom mirror
An object, possibly representing a drug habit or coping mechanism.
It's standing right in front of me
Realization that the issue is glaringly present.
It's standing right in front of me
Reiteration of the issue being prominently visible.
And you say you're done with bad habits
Claiming to have moved on from negative behaviors.
Like the fact you're still stuck on the past
Acknowledgment of being stuck in the past despite claims otherwise.
But you would die before admittance
Refusing to admit or confront certain realities.
Living off past memories has you
Living through past memories has taken a toll.
Broken down looking pretty weak
Feeling emotionally and physically weakened.
Ain't nothing like it used to be
Nostalgia for better times.
Pull the covers right over head and go back to sleep
Escaping from reality by avoiding it.
I just don't know you anymore
Continued unfamiliarity with changed behavior.
A shade of grey on a face I've never seen before
Repeated observation of an unfamiliar demeanor.
It's too obscure
Reiteration of the ambiguity or lack of clarity.
Thrown across a bathroom mirror
Reappearance of the object, possibly symbolic of habits or issues.
It's standing right in front of me
Reaffirmation of the glaring presence of the issue.
It's standing right in front of me
Reiteration of the issue's prominence.
No
Simple negation.
There's no one to turn to
Repetitive expression of isolation, lack of direction, and a lost sense of self, echoing the earlier sentiments.
There's no where to turn to
-There's nothing to turn to
-I'm not who I used to be
-There's no one to turn to
-There's no where to turn to
-There's nothing to turn to
-I'm not who I used to be
-There's no one to turn to
-There's no where to turn to
-There's nothing to turn to
-I'm not who I used to be
-There's no one to turn to
-There's no where to turn to
-There's nothing to turn to
-I'm not who I used to be
-There's no one to turn to
-There's no where to turn to
-There's nothing to turn to
-I just don't know you anymore
-A shade of grey on a face I've never seen before
-It's too obscure
-Thrown across a bathroom mirror
-I just don't know you anymore
-A shade of grey on a face I've never seen before
-It's too obscure thrown across a bathroom mirror
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