Lyrics
I’ve been waiting for the one, I’ve been waiting for the best
The speaker has been patiently waiting for their ideal partner or the best possible match.
I’ve been waiting for a while, I’ll be waiting ‘till I die
Expresses a continued commitment to waiting for something significant, potentially until death.
It’s the way it has to be, can’t deny I’m feeling low
Acknowledges the inevitability of feeling down or depressed in this situation.
Doing drugs to feel the beat
Suggests using drugs to experience a particular rhythm or feeling.
Every time I think of them, bpm still changing
Reflects on memories triggering changes in heart rate (beats per minute).
Listen to it cracking, going both ways bleeding
Describes a sense of internal conflict or distress, experiencing emotional pain.
In my head lives a monster, in my head lives a monster
Highlights the presence of inner turmoil or emotional struggles represented by a "monster" within the speaker's mind.
Needless to say I have to change, breaking hearts is not the way
Recognizes the necessity of personal change to avoid causing pain to others.
It's just man, I've been waiting for this for so long
Expresses the long wait for a significant change or event.
Broke on love and attention, it's just so clear now
Feeling emotionally depleted due to a lack of love and attention, gaining clarity on the situation.
Many years as the creepy, didn't learn to deal with it
Refers to spending many years feeling uncomfortable or socially awkward without learning to cope.
It's like I opened my eyes for the first time
Symbolizes an awakening or realization of something significant.
Baby G now sees the world in daylight
Implies a newfound understanding or perspective on life for the speaker (Baby G).
Man it's crazy, I'm the same but now they see me
Despite being the same person, others perceive the speaker differently now.
I can't stand it, why is this happening now
Expresses frustration or confusion about the current situation.
I’ve been waiting for the one, I’ve been waiting for the best
Reiterates the longing and patience for finding an ideal partner.
I’ve been waiting for a while, I’ll be waiting ‘till I die
Similar to line 2, emphasizes the prolonged waiting for something significant.
It’s the way it has to be, can’t deny I’m feeling low
Repeats the feeling of low spirits despite the waiting.
Doing drugs to feel the beat
Repeats the use of drugs to experience a particular sensation or rhythm.
Every time I think of them, bpm still changing
Repeats the impact of memories on the speaker's heart rate.
Listen to it cracking, going both ways bleeding
Repeats the internal struggle and emotional pain.
In my head lives a monster, in my head lives a monster
Reiterates the presence of inner turmoil or distress represented by a "monster" within.
Now I’m fucked, look at this: What should I choose, what should I do?
Feeling overwhelmed with choices, unsure of what decision to make.
Should I stay or Should I go? Should I love or Should I leave?
Reflects indecision regarding staying or leaving in a relationship.
Can I love? And which of these?
Questions the ability to love and which option to choose.
No broken hearts is what I said but man, I can’t
Expresses the speaker's inability to keep their promise of avoiding heartbreak.
So let’s break mine, again. I’ll be the only one, in pain
Accepts the idea of breaking their own heart again and being the only one in pain.
I guess it’s fair, I’m worst in pair
Considers it fair to suffer alone as the speaker believes they are worse off in relationships.
I can tell you they ain’t losing something
Assumes that others won't experience a significant loss due to the speaker's decision.
I’ve been waiting for the one, I’ve been waiting for the best
Reiterates the desire and patience to find the ideal partner.
I’ve been waiting for a while, I’ll be waiting ‘till I die
Similar to lines 2 and 17, expresses the ongoing commitment to waiting.
It’s the way it has to be, can’t deny I’m feeling low
Repeats the acknowledgment of feeling low despite the waiting.
Doing drugs to feel the beat
Repeats the use of drugs to experience a specific sensation.
Every time I think of them, bpm still changing
Repeats the impact of memories triggering changes in heart rate.
Listen to it cracking, going both ways bleeding
Repeats the internal conflict and emotional pain.
In my head lives a monster, in my head lives a monster
Reiterates the presence of inner turmoil or distress represented by a "monster" within.
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