Lyrics
Every day is just different
Expressing the monotony of daily life.
Scrolling down through the internet
Engaging with online content, possibly social media.
"Look at me" "Look at me" that's all that these posts keep on exhibiting
Critiquing self-centered posts that seek attention.
It's like they're all out having the time of their lives
Others appear to be enjoying life, contrasting personal struggles.
I'm banging my head I'll feed myself lies
Internal conflict and self-deception.
I'm tired of all of it
Frustration with the current situation.
Why's it gotta be like this?
Questioning the nature of life's challenges.
Everyone's so fucking full of it
Frustration with people's insincerity.
But if we really see through it
Suggesting the possibility of seeing through superficiality.
Just an empty shell
Portraying oneself as emotionally vacant.
Just an empty shell
Reiteration of emotional emptiness.
We've been going through hell
Expressing a shared experience of enduring hardship.
Been here before
Referencing past struggles.
Shouldn't be no more
Rejecting a recurrence of previous difficulties.
This turned into a lifelong brawl
Metaphor for a prolonged and arduous conflict in life.
Where we just try to climb this wall
Desire to overcome obstacles in life.
Is it worth it all?
Questioning the value of enduring challenges.
(Damn)
An exclamation expressing strong emotion.
How'd we end up like that damn I wanna know
Curiosity about the reasons for the current state.
Sinking down from the alcohol
Alluding to the negative impact of alcohol on emotions.
Used to smile cuz the view was all
Nostalgia for a simpler and happier past.
Perfect from down there till you start to grow
Realization of challenges in personal growth.
('Cause)
Introducing a cause-and-effect relationship.
Every little thing adds up to the stack
Accumulation of small issues leading to significant problems.
Till they're big things that get you off track
The impact of minor problems derailing one's life.
Used to wanna grow up now I wanna go back
Nostalgia for the carefree days of childhood.
Keep on saying it again how'd we end up like that?
Repeating the question of how the current state came to be.
(But)
Introducing a contradiction or conflict.
Every plan I've ever had is outta my hands
Lack of control over life plans.
Used to think I was the man, I didn't understand
Former confidence replaced by confusion.
And I'm scared, I'm scared I'll feel
Fear of confronting and acknowledging loneliness.
The loneliness I'll always conceal
Continuation of hiding inner feelings.
Been here before
Recalling past struggles and challenges.
Shouldn't be no more
Rejecting a recurrence of past difficulties.
This turned into a lifelong brawl
Reiteration of a prolonged and challenging conflict.
Where we just try to climb this wall
Continued effort to overcome obstacles.
Is it worth it all?
Revisiting the question of the worthiness of the struggle.
(Is it worth it all?)
Repeating the central question for emphasis.
Is it worth it all?
Reiterating the question of worthiness in a different form.
(Is it worth it all?)
Restating the question with emphasis.
I'm, I'm scared I'll fall
Expressing fear of failure in the face of challenges.
(I'm scared, I'm scared)
Reiteration of fear and vulnerability.
(I'm scared, I'm scared)
Additional emphasis on fear and vulnerability.
No quitting
Commitment to persist despite difficulties.
I'm thinking alone
Contemplation in solitude about the worthiness of the struggle.
Is it worth it all?
Final questioning of the value of enduring challenges.
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