B.O.M.B.
Embracing Inner Conflict: Back on My Bullshit
Lyrics
I shouldn’t but I do
Confessing an action despite knowing it's not advisable
I shouldn’t but I want to
Expressing a desire to do something despite knowing it's not the right choice
I know I’m not supposed to
Acknowledging awareness of societal or personal restrictions
But I want to
Still desiring to pursue the action despite knowing better
I think of it a lot
Frequent contemplation or thoughts about the action
I shouldn’t but I can’t not
Unable to avoid thinking about the action
I shouldn’t but I can’t stop
Feeling an inability to cease the action once started
If I want to
Continuing the action if the desire exists
Cause I’m back on my bullshit
Returning to familiar negative behavior
I’m back on my bullshit again
Reiterating the return to familiar negative behavior
I feel it in my bones
Sensing an inner feeling or intuition about the behavior
I feel it when the wind blows
Feeling the behavior's influence in different circumstances
I feel it when the time slows
Experiencing the behavior's impact on the perception of time
And you call to me
Feeling drawn towards the behavior despite its consequences
And I shouldn’t but I run
Running away from something despite knowing it's not advisable
Hell I look for things to run from
Actively seeking reasons or excuses to escape
I pull until it comes undone
Continuing until something falls apart
All around me
Surrounded by the consequences of actions taken
When I’m back on my bullshit
Repeating familiar negative behavior
When I’m back on my bullshit again
Emphasizing the repetition of familiar negative behavior
Bad dog trying to be a good dog
Struggling to conform or behave in a certain way
Good dog supposed to sleep
Expectation versus the reality of behavior
Bad dog trying to be a good dog
Continued struggle to maintain expected behavior
Still ends up chewing through the sheet
Consequences despite efforts to comply
And I shouldn’t but I do
Repeating the acknowledgement of an unadvisable action
I shouldn’t but I want to
Desiring to act despite knowing it's not recommended
I know I’m not supposed to
Reiterating awareness of societal or personal restrictions
But I want to
Continuing to desire an action despite knowing better
I’m back on my bullshit
Emphasizing the return to familiar negative behavior
I’m back on my bullshit
Repeating the acknowledgment of returning to familiar negative behavior
I’m back on my bullshit again
Emphasizing the repetition of returning to familiar negative behavior
Bad dog trying to be a good dog
Struggling to adhere to expected behavior despite innate tendencies
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