Lyrics
I open my eyes
The speaker begins by waking up and perceiving their surroundings.
And I still see
Despite waking up, they see a lack of brightness or positivity.
Nothing but dark
All they perceive is darkness.
An empty void
They feel a void within themselves.
And a revolting heart
The speaker's heart feels repulsive or unpleasant.
Sometimes
Occasionally, they contemplate life.
I look at life
Reflecting on existence.
And I think
Questioning whether the "American dream" applies to them.
If it is
Wondering if it's their reality to return to.
The American dream
Considering if the "American dream" is exclusive to them.
Only for me
A desire to escape back to reality.
To snap back
Wanting to return to actuality.
To reality
Expressing a longing for authenticity.
(To reality)
Reiterating the desire to return to reality.
I wish that I
Expressing a wish to escape from current circumstances.
Could, just run
Desiring to run away from problems.
Away
An urge to escape judgmental surroundings.
Away from
Feeling judged consistently.
Being judged
Seeking peace by avoiding judgment.
Everyday
Repeating the desire for peace.
So I could be at peace
Awakening at an early hour, possibly due to anxiety or contemplation.
So I could be at peace
Repeatedly waking up during the night for contemplation.
I'm waking up
Thinking deeply or introspecting at 3 am.
At 3 am
Contemplation is the cause of the speaker's waking at this hour.
Contemplation
Feeling restless with thoughts racing in their mind.
Seems to be the
Identifying overthinking as the origin of their contemplation.
Source of it
Their mind continuously races due to overthinking.
My mind is racing
The speaker acknowledges they are trapped in overthinking.
I'm Overthinking
They express being caught in a loop of overthinking.
What am I supposed to do
Uncertainty about what action to take to alleviate the pain.
I wish there was an
Wishing for a solution or remedy to their suffering.
Answer for my pain
Desiring a way to make their pain disappear.
I wish there was a way
Questioning what steps to take in their situation.
To make it fade away
Repeating the desire to eliminate their pain.
What do I do
A plea for guidance on how to overcome the struggle.
What do I do
Reiteration of the plea for a solution or direction.
What do I do
Continued uncertainty and distress.
I know it's pretty overrated
Realizing that their situation is often exaggerated and complex.
And it sounds complicated
Perceiving their condition as intricate and overstated.
Even when I'm in the bathroom
Even in moments of privacy, they're consumed by overthinking.
I'm still overthinking
Emphasizing the pervasive nature of their overthinking.
I know it's pretty overrated
Repeating the acknowledgment of overthinking's prevalence.
And it sounds complicated
Stating the complexity and overrated nature of their situation.
Even when I'm in the bathroom
Restating the constant presence of overthinking.
I'm still overthinking
Reiterating the persistent nature of their overthinking.
Overthinking
Continued repetition emphasizing the overwhelming presence of overthinking.
Overthinking
-I'm still overthinking
-Overthinking
-Overthinking
-I'm still overthinking
-Overthinking
-Overthinking
-I'm still overthinking
-Overthinking
-Overthinking
-I'm still overthinking
-I know it's pretty overrated
-And it sounds complicated
-Even when I'm in the bathroom
-I'm still overthinking
-I know it's pretty overrated
-And it sounds complicated
-Even when I'm in the bathroom
-I'm still overthinking
Reiteration of the persistent nature of overthinking even in mundane moments.
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