Through the Night
Navigating Shadows: Mike Evenn's Journey Through Struggle and Resilience
Lyrics
Yea
Expression of agreement or acknowledgment.
Ain't really that much to say but... fuck it
Indicates a lack of significant things to say; a carefree attitude.
Yea, Whats the best motivation, is it love or is it fear?
Raising a question about the best motivator, pondering between love and fear.
I always had drive but now i wonder how i steer
Reflecting on having motivation (drive) but uncertainty in navigating life.
I ain't slept through the night in a couple of years
Expressing difficulty in getting a full night's sleep for an extended period.
Something ain't right but i don't quite know what it is
Sensing that something is wrong but unable to identify the issue.
I been searching for the light, but its easy gettin lost in the dark
Searching for positivity or guidance but acknowledging the challenge in darkness.
Javon screaming bout millions when he call me to talk
Reference to someone (Javon) discussing financial success and wealth.
It's hard to focus on yo dream when ya car doesn't start
Struggling to focus on personal dreams amid practical challenges.
They want a gimmick but all i can do is offer my heart
Expressing authenticity in contrast to the desire for a marketable image (gimmick).
You know how far the top is from that top ramen?
Highlighting the distance from humble beginnings to significant success.
How quick they can forget as soon as you got poppin?
Commenting on the fleeting nature of fame and people's forgetfulness.
How long does yo opportunity stay 'fore it stops knockin?
Questioning the duration of opportunities and their persistence.
My mind like fuck the world!..my heart been cock blockin'
Conflict between a rebellious mindset and emotional vulnerability.
It's hard to betray you
Expressing difficulty in betraying oneself or one's values.
I poured the blood outta my veins to entertain you
Describing the personal sacrifice and dedication to entertain others.
You never gave the credit deserved and i forgave you
Reflecting on lack of recognition and forgiveness for unacknowledged efforts.
I keep on throwing all of my cards out on the table
Metaphorically revealing vulnerability and taking risks in life.
And poker facing all of the odds and then i raise you
Playing poker with life's challenges and confidently facing them.
And showing niggas how to be great but they ungrateful
Teaching others about greatness but facing ingratitude.
Try not to succumb to the pain, that shit a change you
Advising against succumbing to pain, recognizing its transformative nature.
I need to find a mirror to face what i'm ashamed to
Acknowledging the need to confront one's flaws or mistakes.
But i been too afraid to
Expressing fear and avoidance of self-confrontation.
I'm at the bar alone, i don't want nobody around me
Choosing solitude at the bar, preferring to be alone than with unhelpful company.
If you ain't here to help me then leave me right where you found me
Emphasizing the importance of support and disinterest in negative influences.
I never feared dying alone..only dying unknown
Prioritizing personal significance over the fear of dying alone.
Listening to Patrice and thinking how high he'd a flown
Listening to Patrice, contemplating potential success and its limits.
At Crown Plaza I met Big Krizzle back in July
Recalling a meeting with Big Krizzle and the anticipation of sharing personal work.
For two hours I was waiting just to play him my rhymes
Waiting to present rhymes to Big Krizzle for validation.
He heard the last verse and played it back a couple of times
Receiving positive feedback on a verse, recognizing its quality.
He said I know some shit is fire when i wish it was mine
Acknowledging the impact of one's work and a desire for recognition.
I got his number, but he still ain't never sent a reply
Receiving contact information but not getting a response.
I'm pissed at him still bumpin' King Remembered In Time
Expressing frustration about not getting a reply, listening to King Remembered In Time.
No matter what i'm gon' always want my heros to shine
Desiring success for heroes and acknowledging their importance.
If he don't never hit me back I know that shit was divine
Believing in divine signs, interpreting lack of response as meaningful.
I needed confirmation
Seeking confirmation or validation in the pursuit of goals.
God sent me a star to have a conversation
Believing in a higher power, experiencing a profound moment of guidance.
To show me i was a star and i'm in the constellation
Realizing one's own significance in the grand scheme of things.
I know the power of persistence
Understanding the importance of persistence in achieving goals.
And how only a hour makes a difference, yea
Recognizing the impact of time and perseverance in making a difference.
Three
Literal mention of the number three, possibly symbolizing completion or continuity.
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