Lyrics
I never knew it could affect me on a day to day
I never knew the impact it could have on my daily life.
Wasted all my time, yeah I really couldn't to anything
I wasted my time, feeling helpless and unable to do anything.
I wasn't really thinking I'm just trying to get my pain away
Acting impulsively to numb my pain, not considering the consequences.
I can't rewrite the past, but I know that I need you to stay
I cannot change the past, but I recognize the importance of your presence in my life.
I got some things that i'm taking to the grave with me
I have secrets that I will take to my grave.
I'll never open up so I just gotta save em' in me
I keep my emotions and thoughts hidden within myself.
Always had my head down, down low
I have consistently kept my head down, possibly indicating a lack of confidence or avoidance.
Never trusted anyone, that's how it goes
Due to past experiences, I find it hard to trust anyone.
I stay quiet, and I won't ever change
I prefer to remain silent and resist change.
All my life I've been dealing with you switching lanes
Throughout my life, I've dealt with people changing their paths or intentions.
And all may time, I spent praying for some better days
I've spent a considerable amount of time praying for better days.
I remember when you told me you don't feel the same, ay
I recall the moment when you revealed that you no longer share the same feelings.
I can't go back to the old times
I cannot return to the past.
I remember sitting on my own I'm in my own mind
I remember moments of isolation and self-reflection.
And still to this day
Even now, people continue to deceive me with familiar lies.
Their telling me the same old lies
Despite inquiries about my well-being, I laugh because I am not okay.
I laugh when they ask me if I'm alright'
I am not fine, and it doesn't take much for others to notice.
'Cus I'm not fine, and you know it
Expressing the intention to remain unchanged despite challenges.
And it doesn't take much for me to show it
Despite my struggles, I will show my true emotions easily.
But imma stay the same forever and ever and ever and ever
Emphasizing the determination to stay the same indefinitely.
I never knew it could affect me on a day to day
Reiteration of the impact on daily life.
Wasted all my time, yeah I really couldn't do anything
A repetition of feeling unproductive and wasted.
I wasn't really thinking I'm just trying to get my pain away
Seeking temporary relief from pain without much thought.
I can't rewrite the past, but I know that I need you to stay
Emphasizing the need for your presence despite the inability to change the past.
I got some things that I'm taking to the grave with me
Reiteration of carrying secrets to the grave.
I'll never open up so I just gotta save em' in me
Consistent refusal to open up emotionally.
Always had my head down, down low
A repetition of keeping one's head down, indicating a persistent emotional state.
Never trusted anyone, that's how it goes
Continued difficulty in trusting others based on past experiences.
I never knew it could affect me on a day to day
Reiteration of the impact on daily life.
Wasted all my time, yeah I really couldn't to anything
A repetition of feeling unproductive and wasted.
I wasn't really thinking I'm just trying to get my pain away
Seeking temporary relief from pain without much thought.
I can't rewrite the past, but I know that I need you to stay
Emphasizing the need for your presence despite the inability to change the past.
I got some things that i'm taking to the grave with me
Reiteration of carrying secrets to the grave.
I'll never open up so I just gotta save em' in me
Consistent refusal to open up emotionally.
Always had my head down, down low
A repetition of keeping one's head down, indicating a persistent emotional state.
Never trusted anyone, that's how it goes
Continued difficulty in trusting others based on past experiences.
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