Hell Hot Nights
Echoes of Forbidden Love: Hell Hot Nights Unveiled
Lyrics
Been slowing things down
Adjusting to a slower pace in life
For my tired broken heart
Trying to heal from emotional pain
Most days I'm fine
Usually coping well, but occasionally struggling emotionally
But some days I just fall apart
Experiencing moments of emotional breakdown
Getting on with my life
Moving forward despite challenges
Tryna find where I belong
Seeking a sense of belonging
And then our song comes on
Reminded of past memories when a particular song plays
And I think bout all that went wrong
Reflecting on past relationship issues
Tell me why I'm aware of the cancer
Awareness of personal struggles despite continuing harmful habits
But I'm still such a dirty smoker
Struggling with addictive behavior despite knowing its harm
And I know your abuse ain't the answer
Understanding that seeking solace in past toxicity isn't the solution
But part of me still wishes that you were closer
Desiring closeness despite knowing it's not beneficial
That you were closer
Longing for proximity despite acknowledging its drawbacks
I know it's better that you're not around
Recognizing the benefit of separation from a toxic relationship
So why is it that I've found myself
Conflicted emotions about missing painful past experiences
Missing those hell hot nights
Nostalgia for intensely emotional and challenging moments
And to you our love was a game
Viewing past love as insincere and superficial
Nothing real you didn't feel the same
Feeling unreciprocated emotions in the past relationship
How can I want you my by side
Confusion about desiring someone who caused emotional pain
You played my mind good
Realizing manipulation in the past relationship
To make me your pretty pawn
Being controlled emotionally by the other person
But the high was too heavy
Feeling overwhelmed by intense experiences
The heaven too full on
Acknowledging that intense emotions had their downsides
And I get mad at myself
Self-blame for forgiving past wrongs
For forgiving all you've done
Realization of being used by the other person
My body your drink of choice
Metaphorically used and discarded by the person
The chaser too far gone
Feeling neglected or disregarded by the other person
I was made of diamonds
Seeing personal strength contrasted with the other's stubbornness
And you my dear were stubborn as steel
Questioning the authenticity of past experiences
Was it even real
Doubting the reality of the past relationship
And I swear you're touch felt like fire
Recalling intense physical sensations caused by the other person
And I was left burning in your heat
Left emotionally scarred by the other person's intensity
I couldn't compete
Feeling inadequate compared to the other person's intensity
I know it's better that you're not around
Understanding the benefit of the person's absence
So why is it that I've found myself
Conflicted emotions about missing painful past experiences
Missing those hell hot nights
Nostalgia for intensely emotional and challenging moments
And to you our love was a game
Viewing past love as insincere and superficial
Nothing real you didn't feel the same
Feeling unreciprocated emotions in the past relationship
How can I want you by my side
Confusion about desiring someone who caused emotional pain
My side
Desire for closeness despite acknowledging its drawbacks
You had me dizzy under your spell
Feeling manipulated and disoriented by the other person
My body in ecstasy and my mind in hell
Experiencing conflicting emotions: physical pleasure but mental anguish
I can finally breathe
Finding relief in personal growth and change
I'm not the person that I used to be
Recognizing personal transformation from past experiences
Been slowing things down
Adjusting to a slower pace in life
For my tired broken heart
Trying to heal from emotional pain
Most days I'm fine
Usually coping well, but occasionally struggling emotionally
But some days I just fall apart
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