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You used to tell me it was fuck love
You used to express a disdain for love
Then you let him inside your walls
Despite that, you allowed someone into your emotional space
I can’t give you what I want now
I cannot provide what you desire now
I guess just call me when you’re solo
Call me only when you are alone or single
Stop lying on my name
Stop spreading falsehoods about me
I’m still tryna get it straight
I'm still trying to figure things out
You done changed and it got me fucked up
Your transformation has confused me
Now I’m high and I’m ashamed
Currently, I'm under the influence and feeling regret
I regret those things I said
I feel remorse for the words I uttered
I just didn’t wanna tell you
I just didn't want to confess to you
I’m locked up with all of these chains
I feel constrained and imprisoned by various burdens
Thought you told me that you’d change
You assured me of change, but it hasn't happened
Now I’m giving my last name away
Now, I'm committing to a significant relationship
And I know we both in pain
We both are experiencing emotional pain
Keep our feelings in a cage
We keep our emotions restrained
Lil mama imma have to let that bird fly
I may have to let go of our relationship
See me under search lights
My actions are now under scrutiny
U know all your crying’s leaving stains all on your shirt, right
Your tears are leaving visible marks on your clothing
Only when I’m wasted, that is when I flirt right
Flirting seems to happen only when I'm intoxicated
We both tryna flourish
We are both striving for success
On the surface, we like termites
Externally, we seem strong but internally, we are vulnerable
We be tryna hide it but we both made some mistakes
We try to hide our mistakes, but both of us have made them
You done have me fucked up every second every day
You have emotionally affected me every day
And no, I’m not gunna hate u cuz I know we think the same
I won't hate you because I understand our shared struggles
But I might have to ghost you till these feelings go away
I might have to distance myself until these emotions fade
I been so down bad I think I might crawl home
I have been feeling extremely low, considering going home
Got me another one waiting, might call her
I have another person waiting for me; I might contact her
I get so down in my thoughts I’m in trouble
I get deeply lost in my thoughts and face challenges
Pop me another now I’m really seeing double
I consume substances, causing me to see things double
You used to tell me it was fuck love
You used to express a disdain for love (repeated)
Then you let him inside your walls
Despite that, you allowed someone into your emotional space (repeated)
I can’t give you what I want now
I cannot provide what you desire now (repeated)
I guess just call me when you’re solo
Call me only when you are alone or single (repeated)
Stop lying on my name
Stop spreading falsehoods about me (repeated)
I’m still tryna get it straight
I'm still trying to figure things out (repeated)
You done changed and it got me fucked up
Your transformation has confused me (repeated)
Now I’m high and I’m ashamed
Currently, I'm under the influence and feeling regret (repeated)
I regret those things I said
I feel remorse for the words I uttered (repeated)
I just didn’t wanna tell you
I just didn't want to confess to you (repeated)
I’m locked up with all of these chains
I feel constrained and imprisoned by various burdens (repeated)
Thought you told me that you’d change
You assured me of change, but it hasn't happened (repeated)
Now I’m giving my last name away
Now, I'm committing to a significant relationship (repeated)
And I know we both in pain
We both are experiencing emotional pain (repeated)
Keep our feelings in a cage
We keep our emotions restrained (repeated)
Lil mama imma have to let that bird fly
I may have to let go of our relationship (repeated)
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