Lyrics
I'm peeling my banana and staring at the wall, music blasting in my ears while the world around me falls
I am engaged in a mundane activity (peeling a banana) while being disconnected from the chaotic world around me, finding solace in music.
I'm in peace, pieces
I am at peace, despite feeling fragmented or broken.
Content with losing my mind
I am comfortable with the idea of losing my sanity or mental stability.
Scrambling all the time in pieces yeah
My life is in disarray, and I am constantly trying to piece it together.
If I'ma go out, I'ma go out in peace
If I face a challenging situation, I prefer to confront it peacefully.
I know the universe got me
I trust that the universe has my back.
Please spare me
A plea for mercy or protection from external forces.
I need all of my light, I need all of my light, I need all of my light oh, I need all of my light, I need all of my light, I need all of my light
An insistence on needing all aspects of one's inner light, possibly referring to personal strength or positivity.
I'd rather stay reserved and closed 'cause the thought of opening up is scary
A preference for keeping emotions and vulnerabilities hidden due to fear.
I hide under my blanket so my monsters can't catch me
Using a blanket as a metaphorical shield to protect oneself from inner fears.
Now I'm living a life of fearfulness tryna find my inner-child 'cause I swear that she's fearless
Struggling with fear and attempting to reconnect with a fearless inner child.
Where she at where she go
A reflection on the elusive nature of one's fearless inner self.
It seems the more I get older the more the world gets colder and I need
The world appears harsher with age, and the need for personal strength becomes more pronounced.
I need all of my light, I need all of my light, I need all of my light oh, I need all of my light, I need all of my light, I need all of my light
Reiteration of the need for all aspects of one's inner light.
I woke up starting to not like nobody
Feeling a growing dislike for people.
Had to sit myself down and talk to somebody
Recognizing the need for self-reflection and seeking guidance from others.
Am I trittity-trip-trippin
Questioning one's stability or sanity.
I, I can feel myself slippin away
Sensing a personal deterioration or loss of control.
I'm here, but my mind's in a different place, a place much darker with my shadows and the traumas of the other souls that I hold close
Feeling mentally distant, surrounded by darkness and haunted by past traumas.
I'm tryna let it all go
Striving to release emotional burdens and let go of the past.
I'm screaming please spare me don't take my light away
Pleading to preserve one's inner light amid challenges.
I promise I'll do better I just need a little time and space on my own to figure things out on my own, who I am on my own, without somebody tellin me how to hold my own
Expressing a need for personal space and time for self-discovery without external influence.
Been depending on niggas for too long
Realizing a dependency on others for too long and acknowledging the solitude at the end of the day.
At the end of the day it's me alone, by my lonely
Emphasizing the solitary nature of one's journey.
I've always been a light, but it's never been just me in a time where we need unity
Acknowledging a history of being a source of light but facing challenges in a time that requires unity.
I'm sinking begging please spare me
Experiencing a desperate plea to preserve one's inner light.
I need all of my light, I need all of my light, I need all of my light oh, I need all of my light, I need all of my light, I need all of my—
Repetition of the urgent need for all aspects of one's inner light.
I need all of my light
Continued emphasis on the need for personal illumination.
My light
Claiming ownership of one's light.
My light I need it
Reiteration of the essential nature of personal light.
I need, I need, I need it
Repetition of the urgent need for personal light.
I need, I need, I need it all
A strong declaration of needing all aspects of personal light.
I need it all, I need it all, I need it all
A final plea for the entirety of personal light.
All
An emphatic declaration of needing everything.
I need, I need, I need, I need, I need, I need, I need it
Repetition and reinforcement of the intense need for personal light.
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