Lyrics
I'm not a good friend, I'm not a friend at all
I acknowledge that I am not a reliable or supportive friend.
It's never resolved, I'm nervous when you call
Issues between us remain unresolved, causing anxiety when you reach out.
My words are limp, and my mind is dry
My words lack strength, and my thoughts are unproductive.
I try to be polite, but I feel like I'm stuck for life
Despite attempts to be courteous, I feel trapped and stagnant.
I follow my heart, it leads me far from you
My emotions guide me away from you, regardless of our proximity.
No matter how close we are, I'm far, far away
Even when physically close, there's emotional distance between us.
I have too much now to fill my day today
I have ample distractions to occupy my current day.
I'm not a good friend, I'm not a friend at all
I reiterate that I am not a positive influence or companion.
I don't need obligations to our crippled conversations
I reject the need for commitment in our strained conversations.
I'd never tell you, it's something you should know
I choose to keep certain truths hidden from you.
I'm not a friend at all, oh, please let me go
I emphasize my lack of friendship and express a desire to be released.
Somehow I don't trust you
I harbor doubts about trusting you.
I don't trust myself
I lack confidence in myself and my judgment.
And I may never forgive you
Forgiveness towards you may be elusive for me.
'cause I can't forgive myself
I struggle with self-forgiveness, impacting my ability to forgive you.
Somehow I don't trust you
Reiteration of mistrust towards you.
I don't trust myself
Continued lack of trust in myself.
And I may never forgive you
The difficulty in forgiving you is emphasized.
'cause I can't forgive myself
The challenge of self-forgiveness persists, affecting forgiveness towards you.
Don't break my stride
An appeal not to disrupt or hinder my progress or momentum.
Don't break my stride
A repeated plea to maintain my current pace and not interfere.
Don't break my stride
A reaffirmation of the request not to disrupt my stride.
Don't break my stride
A final plea to avoid interfering with my current course.
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