Lyrics
I'm watching the clock
I am currently aware of the passing time.
Wishing it would spin as fast as my head
I wish time would pass quickly, reflecting the rapid thoughts in my mind.
Seems to lately
Recently, time seems to be dragging on.
And time never stops
Despite time not stopping, I feel stuck in a particular moment.
But I've felt frozen in the same fucking minute for hours
I feel trapped in the same minute for an extended period.
What am I even waiting for
I question the purpose of waiting.
And I was once the youngest person alive
At some point, I was the youngest person alive.
Ever since, I've been old enough to die
Since then, I've aged and become aware of mortality.
So what's keeping me here
I contemplate what is keeping me alive.
A sense of who I am
A sense of my identity is a factor.
Where is that now, well I don't know
I'm unsure where my sense of self is now.
Where did it go
I question where it disappeared to.
Can I find it
I'm uncertain if I can rediscover it.
Well I'm slowly driving by
I am slowly passing by a particular place.
Wondering why this feels awkward
I wonder why the situation feels uncomfortable.
I never said goodbye
I never formally said goodbye.
But the vacant space is unfamiliar
The empty space now feels strange and unfamiliar.
I left it there
I intentionally left the vacant space.
And you don't seem to notice
Others don't seem to notice the absence or its significance.
But there's a war in my head
There is a mental conflict or struggle within me.
And I'm stuck in the trenches
I feel entrenched in difficulties or challenges.
I need to get back into focus
I need to regain my focus.
Like when I spent my days last summer hanging with my friends
Recalling a time when I spent carefree days with friends last summer.
I don't feel fine
I do not feel emotionally well.
I think I'm shedding stability
I believe I am losing stability or balance.
I think I'm shedding stability
This feeling of instability is intensifying.
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