Lyrics
I don't understand this pain
I am experiencing a pain that is confusing or unclear to me.
I feel it every day
This pain is a constant presence in my daily life.
I don't wanna hurt like this anymore
I no longer want to endure this painful experience.
I'm tired of being ignored
I'm exhausted from being consistently overlooked or neglected.
Every time I try
Whenever I make an effort,
I get met with disappointed eyes
My attempts are met with expressions of disappointment from others.
I know I won't get it right
I acknowledge that I may not always succeed.
I'm so scared to try again
I'm afraid to make another attempt.
I'm so scared to fail again
I'm afraid of experiencing failure again.
but if I don't I win peace
Not attempting might bring me a sense of peace.
I'll set my mind at ease
I will find peace by accepting the situation and not trying again.
I don't wanna go to sleep
I don't want to face the challenges of going to sleep.
But my mind can rest in peace
However, my mind can find peace during sleep.
I don't want them to watch with their eager eyes
I don't want others to witness my struggles eagerly.
They'll notice my disguise
They will see through the facade I put on.
Every time I try
Similar to line 5, when I make an effort,
I get met with disappointed eyes
It results in disappointment from those around me.
I know I won't get it right
I accept that perfection may not be achievable for me.
I'm so scared to try again
I'm hesitant to make another attempt.
I'm so scared to fail again
I fear the possibility of facing failure once again.
But if I don't I win peace
Choosing not to try might bring a sense of inner peace.
I'll set my mind at ease
I will find tranquility by not engaging in further attempts.
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