Lyrics
I remember when
I reminisce about a past moment
I first walked through the white entrance
My initial entry into a significant place represented by "white entrance"
Into your welcoming arms
Entering an embrace that felt warm and inviting
It was then I knew we didn't meet by chance
Realization that our meeting was not coincidental
And you felt it, too
Mutual recognition of a connection
That's the reason you
Referring to the other person
Held onto me for four long years
A description of being held close for an extended period
You know I never wanted
Aversion to fully committing emotionally
To give you my true one hundred percent
Reluctance to share genuine emotions
Counted down by the second
Counting down time until having enough strength to part ways
Until I had enough to leave you behind
The decision to leave after a specific timeframe
You felt it, too
Confirmation of the other person's feelings
That's the reason you
Validation of standing still and observing the departure
Stood still and watched me go
Departure from the familiar, leaving a place that felt like home
Home, you were home
Acknowledging the emotional connection despite blaming
Though I blamed you for all my miseries
Admitting fault in attributing all miseries to the other person
You didn't say a thing
Recollection of the other person's silent response
Love, you gave me love
Acknowledging the receipt of love despite personal flaws
Though you saw my darkest secrets
Recognition of sharing personal vulnerabilities
I can trust you'll never spill
Assurance that secrets will remain confidential
(Ahh)
Expressive sound, possibly conveying emotional intensity
I never thought I'd feel like I am
Surprising realization of self-discovery and change
Cutting out a piece of me
Metaphorical expression of self-transformation
As I move on from you
Moving on from the past relationship
(Ahh)
Expressing distance despite physical proximity
You are only steps away
Acknowledging physical closeness but emotional separation
But I know our paths will never cross again
Belief that paths will never converge again
It's sad but true
Recognition of the melancholic truth
All the nights that you took my drunken bullshit
Reflecting on moments of emotional vulnerability
Snowy days when I said "I'm sick"
Recalling challenging times and personal admissions
You were always there
Acknowledging the consistent support received
To keep me warm and you left out the judgment
Emphasizing non-judgmental companionship
Now I'm in a better place and it's funny
Current positive state and the irony of its quick attainment
How it only took me five days
Highlighting the brief time required for emotional recovery
Five days, that's all it took
Reiterating the swift process of moving on
To move on, but I'll never forget our four short years
Acknowledging the lasting impact of a short-lived relationship
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