Lyrics
Push me on, a force I crave,
Desire for motivation and momentum.
As mine seems to hesitate.
Personal hesitation or reluctance.
Though pulling me down is it's forté,
Being pulled down is a strength, but desiring a different force.
I wish for another force today.
Yearning for a new source of motivation.
I was happier when I was wasted,
Recalling a time of happiness while intoxicated.
Doubts flourish in my mind this morning.
Doubts and uncertainties in the morning.
Is my polaroid life still wasted?
Questioning the value of the current life situation.
Doubts flourish in my mind this morning.
Continued doubts in the morning.
Rarer times would see me with a lover outside,
Reflecting on past romantic connections.
Before I was faded,
Past happiness before fading.
I never meant to be another wavy young guy,
Unintentional identity as a carefree person.
Taken for granted,
Feeling unappreciated or overlooked.
Take me baby don't just leave me cooped up inside,
Expressing a desire for connection and avoiding isolation.
I'm finding this boring,
Boredom and dissatisfaction with the current state.
I don't want to want to die too young in this life,
Fear of premature death.
Way to angry but at least I can try.
Struggling with anger but attempting to cope.
(Razkid)
Introducing another perspective (Razkid).
I ain't swimming in the sea,
Choosing not to participate actively, feeling overwhelmed.
I'm sinking with a swift efficiency,
Sinking efficiently into difficulties.
It almost feels like I can't breathe.
Struggling to breathe, symbolic of stress.
I was excited to hit rock bottom cus I spent my whole life in the dark and the deep.
Excitement for hitting rock bottom after a life in darkness.
Snakes in the grass out of reach,
Hidden dangers or challenges.
Looking for a heart I can keep before parting the seas.
Seeking a lasting emotional connection.
Always like me when we can and can't sleep,
Enjoying both awake and sleep moments together.
But they always leave cus loving me is so stressful.
Challenges in maintaining relationships due to stress.
Fall from grace was eventful,
An eventful fall from a positive state.
My presence is a present if I see you then I bless you.
One's presence is a positive influence.
Power up with my bros, words that I kept to,
Empowering oneself with friends and kept words.
Nightmares tried to warn me but I slept through.
Ignoring warnings and facing consequences.
Killed pain for too long I can't feel,
Numbing pain for an extended period.
Trusted in the universe, got a harsh deal.
Trusting in fate but facing harsh realities.
We were trying to make our own luck,
Attempting to create luck but encountering difficulties.
Then they locked up my brudda it got real.
Unexpected challenges affecting a loved one.
My energy is priceless, so my currency is timeless.
Emphasizing the value of personal energy and time.
Always search for more and find less,
Continual pursuit despite limited success.
Last night I had a dream about
Reflecting on a recent dream.
Push me on, a force I crave,
Desire for a motivating force persists.
As mine seems to hesitate,
Personal hesitation remains.
Though pulling me down, I still fear nothing,
Remaining fearless despite downward pulls.
Shame on me, shame, shame on me.
Expressing shame for current circumstances.
I was happier when I was wasted,
Recalling happiness in a state of intoxication.
Doubts flourish in my mind this morning
Continued doubts and uncertainties in the morning.
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