Lyrics
I'm waiting for the end of days
I anticipate the end of the world.
I think I'm good but I just might stay
I believe I'm fine, but I might stay despite that.
But I'm too wasted to care
My state of mind is impaired due to substance use, making me indifferent.
And if I go well fair is fair
If I meet my demise, it's a just outcome.
I'm headed for a relapse
I am on the verge of a return to self-destructive behavior.
I'm waiting for the apocalypse in 2012
I await the apocalypse predicted for 2012, but my current state is intoxicated.
But I'm so wasted
Despite being inebriated, I express indifference about the consequences, suggesting a willingness to face them.
I'll see you all in hell
I expect to see everyone in hell.
I relapse you laugh
My relapse elicits laughter from others.
I feel it coming
I sense a relapse is imminent.
A total collapse
Anticipation of a complete breakdown or failure.
Well surgeons cut to heel you
Medical procedures aim to cure, but they can also harm.
Axe murders cut to kill you
Violent acts intend to cause harm or kill.
Well I'm filthy rich and I'm horny
The speaker is wealthy and sexually aroused, yet uninterested in others.
But you just fucking bore me
Expressing boredom with others despite personal wealth and desire.
I relapse you laugh
Similar to line 12, the relapse causes laughter from those around.
I feel it coming
Reiteration of the impending relapse and its emotional impact.
A total collapse
Anticipation of a complete collapse or failure.
I just bitch and moan about all my groans
Expressing dissatisfaction and complaining about personal issues.
I'm headed for a relapse
Reiteration of the speaker's trajectory towards a relapse.
Well I love life to death
The speaker loves life intensely but is also drawn to destructive substances.
But I also love crystal meth
Explicit mention of a fondness for crystal methamphetamine.
But those two don't usually get along
Acknowledgment of the conflicting nature between the love for life and substance abuse.
And a lot of people think that's wrong
Recognition that many disapprove of the speaker's choices.
I relapse you laugh
Similar to lines 12 and 21, relapse triggers laughter from others.
I feel it coming
Reiteration of the imminent relapse and its emotional toll.
A total collapse
Anticipation of a complete collapse or failure.
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