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I felt sick
I experienced a feeling of illness.
Afraid of the wake up call
I am fearful of facing a reality check or a difficult situation.
Will I be your burden
Am I a source of trouble for you? Will I intensify my feelings of guilt?
To drive my guilt further?
Does addressing my guilt make it worse?
Old mistakes are crawling
Past mistakes are resurfacing.
To celebrate unending nonsense
There is a tendency to celebrate meaningless or irrational things.
The same words, the same critique,
Repetition of the same words and criticisms.
A house of cards rebuilt
Despite challenges, rebuilding something fragile.
Worn-out traces of war-torn places,
Traces of wear and tear from conflict-ridden places.
To be revaged by violent faces
These places are vulnerable to being damaged by aggressive or violent individuals.
A dilemma: do i keep the dust and rubble
Facing a dilemma: keep reminders of destruction or exert control over them?
For reminder, or for control?
Questioning the purpose of keeping remnants - as a reminder or for maintaining control.
There's a way to confine now
There is a way to confine or contain the negative aspects of life now.
All the details from this grime life of yours
Exclude all the details from this dirty or grimy life of yours.
You left by the easiest door
You departed through the easiest route without anyone questioning or objecting.
No one would say a thing and
People remain silent about your departure.
Holding my hand you thought
While holding my hand, you believed that memories are insignificant for the deceased.
Memories don't count for the dead
Memories do not matter for those who have passed away.
For sure
Affirmation of certainty regarding the previous statement.
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