Lyrics
I drink chlorine to go to sleep
The speaker metaphorically uses drinking chlorine to imply extreme measures taken to find peace or escape, even if it's harmful.
Wear the same clothes when I please
Choosing to wear the same clothes at will might signify a lack of concern for societal norms or expectations.
Oh aren't you cute you're just like me
Recognizing similarities between themselves and others, possibly acknowledging a sense of relatability.
Like me
Reiteration of the similarity between the speaker and others.
And I get anxious in my skin
Expressing feeling uncomfortable or unsettled within their own skin.
Don't know why it's just so thin
Feeling vulnerable or fragile without understanding the reason behind it.
Since sixteen I've been hopeless
A sense of hopelessness that started at a young age (sixteen).
Now I can't stand all of the phases in between
Discomfort with transitional periods, unable to tolerate the phases between states.
Wake me up when it's all over I cant breath
Desire to escape reality or distress, feeling suffocated by current circumstances.
Oh I hate everyone that's just like me
Strong disdain for individuals who resemble the speaker in behavior or traits.
Dot your I's and you cross your T's
Referencing attention to detail, possibly critical of those who conform strictly to norms.
Oh I hate everyone around me right now
Immediate dislike or hatred towards those in the speaker's proximity.
Right now
Reiteration of the current intense dislike for nearby individuals.
And I hate everything that I don't know
Discomfort and aversion towards unfamiliar or unknown things, leading to a loss of control.
Freaks me out and I lose control
Fear of the unknown causing anxiety and a feeling of losing control over situations.
Oh I hate everything about me right now
Expressing a deep dislike for oneself at the moment, possibly due to personal shortcomings or perceived flaws.
Right now
Reiteration of the current intense self-dislike or self-hatred.
Eat away all of my cancer it's all I need
Metaphorically suggesting consuming something destructive or harmful as a coping mechanism.
Watch me for pleasure I'll be here till your pleased
Willingness to be watched for someone else's pleasure, possibly indicating a sense of desperation or low self-worth.
Sometimes I fear I'm not built to last
Fear of impermanence or uncertainty about one's own longevity or endurance.
What's the point of it all if we crash
Ruminating on the purpose of life if everything eventually leads to failure or destruction.
Tell me when I should laugh
A plea for guidance on when to express joy or laughter, indicating a lack of understanding about appropriate emotional responses.
And we're all spiraling so I 'll take the stairs
Choosing a different, perhaps more challenging, path instead of following the crowd.
Cause I kinda like the way it feels
Enjoying the discomfort or pain, finding solace in feeling something.
So don't tell me what's real
Rejecting the idea of others defining reality for the speaker.
Now I can't stand all of the faces on my screen
Disgust or discomfort with the multitude of faces or personas portrayed through screens (possibly social media).
So shut it off it's just too much I need some peace of mind
An overwhelming feeling of needing to disconnect from external influences for peace of mind.
Oh I hate everyone that's just like me
Reiterating the strong dislike for individuals resembling the speaker.
Dot your I's and you cross your T's
Re-emphasizing meticulousness or strict adherence to norms.
Oh I hate everyone around me right now
Immediate dislike or hatred towards those around the speaker.
Right now
Reiteration of the intense dislike for nearby individuals.
And I hate everything that I don't know
Discomfort and aversion towards unfamiliar or unknown things, leading to a loss of control.
Freaks me out and I lose control
Fear of the unknown causing anxiety and a feeling of losing control over situations.
Oh I hate everything about me right now
Expressing a deep dislike for oneself at the moment, possibly due to personal shortcomings or perceived flaws.
Right now
Reiteration of the current intense self-dislike or self-hatred.
Eat away all of my cancer it's all I need
Metaphorically suggesting consuming something destructive or harmful as a coping mechanism.
Watch me for pleasure I'll be here till your pleased
Willingness to be watched for someone else's pleasure, possibly indicating a sense of desperation or low self-worth.
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