Think of You Fondly
Unspoken Desires: Mirabella Phinney's Melancholic Reflection
Lyrics
Is this awkward for you too
Expressing a sense of discomfort or unease in the current situation.
I see it in your face every time I talk to you
Observing a noticeable reaction in the other person's face during conversations.
Am I looking at this wrong
Questioning the perception of the situation, wondering if there's a misunderstanding.
Or did this all start when you sent me that song
Suggesting a significant event or moment (receiving a song) as a potential starting point for the current feelings.
I kinda hate myself for this
Expressing self-disapproval for the emotional impact of the situation.
And how you take up my mind in the absence of abyss
Reflecting on how the person occupies thoughts in the absence of negative emotions.
Or how your words fill up my mouth
Noting the influence of the person's words, regardless of their truthfulness.
And I don't care what's true and what's not
Indicating a disregard for distinguishing between truth and falsehood.
And I can't help but think of you fondly
Expressing involuntary thoughts about the person in a positive light.
When I finally fake my way to feeling healthy
Anticipating a feigned sense of well-being during the act of pretending.
The wrong time and place never hurt so bad
Acknowledging the intensity of emotional pain caused by the mismatch of timing and circumstance.
I think that that is something we both understand
Recognizing shared understanding of the difficulty in the timing and circumstances.
And I can't seem to ignore all the what ifs
Struggling with persistent thoughts about potential outcomes (what ifs).
This past year all I ever did was dismiss
Admitting to dismissing or ignoring significant aspects over the past year.
Every second glance, every change in tone
Dismissing subtle signals such as second glances and changes in tone.
I don't want you to think that I didn't know
Clarifying the awareness of the other person's perception.
Cause I know
Reiterating knowledge or understanding of the situation.
Can you blame my soul for it
Questioning if the soul can be blamed for the emotional complexity.
I've never not gotten everything I've wanted
Exploring the conflict arising from not always achieving desires.
I think I'm looking for something new
Expressing a desire for something new in life.
I know its wrong, but I see that something new in you
Acknowledging the awareness of the inappropriateness but still finding something new in the person.
And I can't help but think of you fondly
Repeating the involuntary positive thoughts about the person.
When I finally fake my way to feeling healthy
Anticipating a simulated sense of well-being during the act of pretending (repeated).
The wrong time and place never hurt so bad
Reiterating the painful impact of timing and circumstance (repeated).
I think that that is something we both understand
Reaffirming shared understanding of the difficulty in the timing and circumstances (repeated).
And I can't seem to ignore all the what ifs
Struggling with persistent thoughts about potential outcomes (repeated).
This past year all I ever did was dismiss
Admitting to dismissing or ignoring significant aspects over the past year (repeated).
Every second glance, every change in tone
Dismissing subtle signals such as second glances and changes in tone (repeated).
I don't want you to think that I didn't know
Clarifying the awareness of the other person's perception (repeated).
Cause I know
Reiterating knowledge or understanding of the situation (repeated).
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