Lyrics
I don't really like this two way street
I dislike the mutual nature of our relationship
I do for you what you won't do for me
I'm making efforts for you without reciprocation
I've lost some friends, PTSD
I've lost friends, and I'm dealing with PTSD
I'd go to war for you but you're dodgin' me
I'm willing to go to war for you, but you're avoiding me
I've gotta let go, let go a little
Expressing the need to let go and move on
Let go, let go a little
-Let go, let go a little
-Let go, let go
-I don't really like this two way street
Reiteration of dissatisfaction with the two-way nature of the relationship
I do for you what you won't do for me
-I've lost some friends, PTSD
-I'd go to war for you but you're dodgin' me
-I've gotta let go, let go a little
-Let go, let go a little
-Let go, let go a little
-Let go, let go
-Won't quit 'cause I'm in it for the long haul
Commitment to endure challenges for the long term
Slow down, I've been trippin' and I might fall
Acknowledging the need to slow down and avoid potential pitfalls
I reach out to you but you don't call
Attempting to communicate, but not receiving a response
Can't say it to your face but I'm pissed when the mic's off
Expressing frustration not voiced directly
You have it all but you never help me
Commenting on the disparity in their lives
I'm poor in joy, you're wealthy
Feeling emotionally poor compared to the other person's wealth
I think you got news you don't wanna tell me
Suspecting the other person is hiding information
Probably combined with the lies you wanna sell me
Speculating on a combination of news and lies
Can't forget, no matter what I can't ignore ya
Unable to ignore the negative aspects of the relationship
You ran me over sometimes, you had an aurora
Recalling instances of mistreatment
For all the prices I've paid, the sacrifices I've made
Expressing discontent with the results of sacrifices made
This is all that I got? this feels like Sephora
Feeling dissatisfied with the current situation
Gave you too much, I think my heart's too soft
Regretting giving too much, sensing a tender heart
I'm feelin' like it's my fault that we fell off
Taking responsibility for the relationship's deterioration
I should've seen the signs back then but I thought
Reflecting on missed signs and misjudgments
That you wouldn't forget the hard times we fought through
Believing the other person won't forget the shared hardships
You always kept me in the dark like the underground
Feeling kept in the dark by the other person
When I needed you the most, you were never 'round
Not receiving support when needed the most
I saw your post, oh wait you're doin' better now
Observing the other person's apparent success
Switch a couple of letters, I guess I'm bitter now
Feeling bitterness about the other person's improvement
Nowadays I'm drinkin' coffee, eatin' frozen pizza
Describing a current state of loneliness
Wonderin' if you think about me, do you miss me too
Wondering if the other person thinks about them
'Cause I've been hittin' up your phone, it's been hard to reach ya
Struggling to connect with the other person
I think my heart's got a hole, it's in the shape of you
Feeling emotionally wounded in the shape of the other person
My head's spinnin' fast (fast) think I gotta sit down
Experiencing a dizzying and overwhelming sensation
'Cause I've been thinkin' 'bout the memories I missed out
Reflecting on missed memories
You're in a different place, different state, but I'm still the same
Noting physical distance but emotional continuity
To go back to the past, look back, what would I risk now
Weighing the risks of revisiting the past
These feelings betray me they cut close like a razor
Expressing the intensity of emotional pain
Maybe it wasn't goodbye, just a see you later
Considering that the farewell may not be permanent
Maybe I'm the problem, need to clean up, no taper
Questioning personal responsibility and self-improvement
Here's a question, are you my friend or a hater? I don't know
Pondering if the other person is a friend or adversary
I don't really like this two way street
Repetition of the dissatisfaction with the two-way nature of the relationship
I do for you what you won't do for me
-I've lost some friends, PTSD
-I'd go to war for you but you're dodgin' me
-I've gotta let go, let go a little
-Let go, let go a little
-Let go, let go a little
-Let go, let go
-I don't really like this two way street
-I do for you what you won't do for me
-I've lost some friends, PTSD
-I'd go to war for you but you're dodgin' me
-I've gotta let go, let go a little
-Let go, let go a little
-Let go, let go a little
-Let go, let go
-I wish you'd hold on to me but
Expressing a desire for connection but acknowledging the need for freedom
No one said that it'd be easy
-I want you to never leave but
-I think it's time I set you free
-I wish you'd hold on to me but
-No one said that it'd be easy
-I want you to never leave but
-I think it's time I set you free
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