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the only time that he feels fine
The only time the person feels fine.
the candles burning
Candles are burning, setting a scene or atmosphere.
she's alive
Someone important is alive.
no turning back the clock today
No going back in time today; a decisive moment.
that moment won't survive
That crucial moment won't last or survive.
It seems likes everything's alright
Everything seems fine on the surface.
but you can see it in his eyes
A contradiction—tension is evident in the person's eyes.
there's a tension in this room tonight
The atmosphere in the room tonight is tense.
wasting all your time you know that boys a mess
Wasting time on a messy boy.
but you still get undressed
Despite the mess, there's still an intimate connection.
cos you don't wanna feel like missing out or become second best
Fear of missing out or being second best.
when his phone blows up
The person's phone receives attention.
beside your bed
The phone is by the bed, impacting sleep.
keeps you up
Constant notifications keep the person awake.
does he's still think on how you're good enough
Questioning if they are still considered good enough.
is this really the end
Doubt about whether it's truly the end.
do you believe the things they say?
Questioning belief in rumors or statements.
you haven't heard from him today
No recent communication from him today.
he hasn't seen your insta story yet
He hasn't viewed the person's Instagram story.
he's busy anyway
He's busy or preoccupied anyway.
you hate feeling this way
The person dislikes their current emotional state.
shouldn't be up this late
Regret about being awake at this late hour.
you can't ignore the noise
Unable to ignore surrounding disturbances.
it keeps you
The noise is affecting the person.
wasting all your time you know that boys a mess
Repetition of the idea of wasting time on a messy boy.
but you still get undressed
Despite the mess, there's still an intimate connection.
cos you don't wanna feel like missing out or become second best
Fear of missing out or being second best.
when his phone blows up
The person's phone receives attention again.
beside your bed
The phone is by the bed, impacting sleep again.
keeps you up
Constant notifications keep the person awake again.
does he's still think on how you're good enough
Questioning if they are still considered good enough again.
is this really the end
Doubt about whether it's truly the end again.
all you do is sleep
All the person does is sleep.
someone turn these lights out
A desire for the lights to be turned off.
lungs can barely breath
Struggling to breathe, possibly due to stress.
smoking every night now
Using smoking as a coping mechanism every night.
so much you can't see
So much is happening that it's overwhelming.
orange skies have blacked out
The once vibrant skies are now darkened.
he won't even speak
The person he won't communicate.
what's the fucking point now?
Expressing frustration or hopelessness about the situation.
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