Psychotic Romantic
Psychotic Romantic: Unveiling the Struggle Within
Lyrics
I'm a two faced wreck, and you're the only one to carry on this curse of myself
I feel conflicted and broken, and you are the only one burdened with handling the consequences of my self-destructive behavior.
And manage to look me in the eyes
Despite my flaws, you can confront me directly and look into my eyes.
When I lie, when I tear out the heart I fought to take
I lie and hurt others, especially when it comes to matters of the heart that I fought to possess.
You've bled out so many times in the crossfire of my mind
You have suffered numerous times as a result of the internal conflicts in my mind.
I try, then I lose control
Despite my efforts, I sometimes lose control of myself.
You're all I have to bring me back to life when I let go of all I am
You are my anchor, the one who brings me back to life when I lose myself.
You set me free when my mind strangles me
You provide liberation when my own thoughts become suffocating.
You overpower the voices in my head
Your influence is stronger than the negative thoughts in my mind.
You're deafening my demons
You drown out the destructive forces within me.
I hear your whispers, that's all that I need
Your encouraging words are all I need.
Raised as a broken piece of shit, lost in the world
I have a troubled past and feel like a damaged person lost in the world.
You discovered me
You found and accepted me despite my brokenness.
You handled my insanity
You managed to handle my madness and chaos.
I'm not worthy of such beauty
I don't feel deserving of such beauty, possibly referring to the partner's qualities.
I'm not worthy of a love like this
I question my worthiness of a love as profound as yours.
There's constantly a struggle in myself
I constantly struggle with myself internally.
Judgment will forever deceive me
Judgment from others continually deceives me.
How does someone exist like yourself?
The singer wonders how someone as remarkable as the partner exists.
How can anyone take on who I am?
The singer questions if anyone can truly accept them for who they are.
A two faced curse of insanity, a psychotic romantic
The singer acknowledges being a conflicted person with a dual nature, describing themselves as a "psychotic romantic."
Bring me back to life when I let go of all I am
Reiteration of the partner's role in bringing the singer back to life.
You set me free when my mind strangles me
Emphasizes the partner's role in providing freedom from the singer's internal struggles.
You overpower the voices in my head
The partner's influence is powerful enough to overpower the negative thoughts in the singer's head.
You're deafening my demons
The partner's presence silences the destructive forces within the singer.
I hear your whispers, that's all I need
The singer finds solace in the partner's whispers.
I'm not worthy of such beauty
Reiteration of feeling unworthy of the partner's beauty.
I'm not worthy of a love like this
Expressing doubts about deserving a love as profound as what the partner offers.
I'm not worthy
The singer strongly feels undeserving.
I'm not worthy
Reiterating a deep sense of unworthiness.
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