Most Daze
Broken Reflections: Navigating Life's Turmoil with Mistel Marie
Lyrics
Most days I wanna to wake up
Expressing a desire to start a new day.
Most days I don't feel like putting on the makeup
Reluctance to engage in superficial routines like applying makeup.
Most days marijuana is the only pick me up
Using marijuana as a coping mechanism.
Most days I just wanna cut so go rip me up
Feeling emotionally vulnerable and wanting to escape through self-harm.
I am not a God
Rejecting the notion of being godlike or perfect.
I am not a God
Reiterating the rejection of godlike status.
I'm a broken human being
Acknowledging personal brokenness and feeling lost.
Wandering and lost
Existential wandering in a metaphorical garden where others aren't thriving.
In a garden where no ones eating
A metaphorical reference to sacrifice and suffering.
Nail me to the cross
Expressing vulnerability in the face of pain.
But I cower when I'm bleeding
Experiencing fear or weakness when confronted with wounds.
Bow down to the boss
Submitting to authority but feeling a loss of personal progress.
But my walk starts receding
Noticing a decline in personal growth or journey.
Who are you in the moment do you realize
Questioning self-awareness and realization in the present moment.
Lookin blue when they don't want to recognize
Observing others' indifference or refusal to acknowledge the truth.
What is true two hundred let's jeopardize
Challenging established norms or risking everything for a cause.
Make a move but your not that mechanized
Encouraging action despite a lack of mechanization or preparation.
When I blow all they'll say is they knew me
Anticipating judgment after taking significant actions.
Say we didn't fall in love cause I'm choosy
Defending against accusations of not falling in love due to being selective.
Tell you all that I live in a movie
Creating a facade of living in a movie-like fantasy.
When your'e the one playing I Love Lucy
Pointing out the irony of playing a character in a love story.
Most days I don't wanna wake up
Repetition of the desire not to face the challenges of a new day.
Most days I don't wanna wake up
-Most days you are not around
Expressing the absence of someone important on most days.
Most days turn to years like the year you turned me down
Reflecting on the lasting impact of rejection over time.
Most days I can not even function if I go without
Dependency on a person for emotional functioning.
Most days I hate you cause I don't know what your about
Harboring negative feelings towards someone due to uncertainty.
You are not a goddess
Rejecting the idea of someone being divine or perfect.
You are not a goddess
Repeating the rejection of godlike qualities in another person.
Your'e a broken human being
Acknowledging the brokenness in someone else.
The only time your'e honest
Identifying honesty only in specific circumstances.
Inside a public meeting
Being truthful within the confines of a public setting.
Your a little codfish know you know the meaning
Comparing someone to a small, insignificant fish.
Hard to keep a heart when it's not worth keeping
The difficulty of maintaining love when it loses its value.
I don't know
Expressing uncertainty about dealing with challenges.
I don't know
-How do you get through the day
Questioning how to navigate through the difficulties of life.
Different boy different filter different toy different lay
Highlighting differences in relationships and experiences.
I got problems but my problems helped me stay the same
Acknowledging personal problems as integral to maintaining identity.
You got problems but your problems are not worth the the wait
Criticizing someone else's problems as not worth enduring.
I'm in line for a better life I should of had
Expressing a longing for a better life that should have been.
Just like wine give it time and I won't go bad
Comparing personal growth to the improvement of wine with time.
But your a beer and your chest is looking flat
Criticizing someone for lacking substance or depth.
In on more year your gonna have to go pay for that
Anticipating consequences for actions in the near future.
Most days I don't wanna wake up
Repetition of the reluctance to face a new day.
Most days I don't wanna wake up
-Most days I don't wanna wake up
-Most days I don't wanna wake up
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