Felt Like Home
Navigating Love's Paradox: Felt Like Home by Mitch the Hero
Lyrics
I hate you and I love you
Expressing conflicting emotions of love and hate simultaneously towards someone.
How the fuck is it both at the same time?
Reflecting on the paradox of feeling both love and hatred towards the same person at the same time.
I knew the day I lost you
Realizing the day the speaker lost the person being referred to.
This is a simulation
Suggesting that life feels like a simulation, perhaps questioning its authenticity or meaningfulness.
And we were never alive
Contemplating the idea that the speaker and the mentioned person were never truly alive or connected.
But I knew the day I found you
Anticipating a significant change upon finding the person again.
Nothing would never be the same again
Highlighting the transformative impact of reuniting with the person, indicating a shift in the speaker's life.
I know when i not around you
Acknowledging that the speaker's absence affects the other person, who spends time searching for a missing friend.
You spend all your time looking for your long lost friend
Emphasizing the longing for the companionship of the lost friend and the impact of their absence.
So bury me neck deep
Metaphorically expressing a desire to be deeply involved or immersed in a situation, represented by being buried neck-deep.
Leave me all on my own
Describing a feeling of isolation and abandonment, being left alone.
I don’t know where I’m headed I don’t got where no to go
Expressing uncertainty about the speaker's direction in life and a lack of clear destinations.
Out in cali with my homies but I still feel alone
Feeling lonely even in the company of friends in California.
You’re the only place I’ve ever been that felt like home x2
Affirming that the person being referred to is the only place that has ever felt like home.
I hate you and I love you
Reiteration of the conflicting emotions of love and hate towards the same person.
How the fuck is it both at the same time?
Repeating the questioning of how love and hate can coexist simultaneously.
I knew the day I lost you
Revisiting the realization of the day the speaker lost the person.
This is a simulation
Reiterating the idea that life feels like a simulated experience.
And we were never alive
Reemphasizing the concept that the speaker and the mentioned person were never truly alive.
Blunt still lit while I'm hanging out the window
Describing a moment with a lit blunt, perhaps implying a sense of detachment or numbness while hanging out of a window.
turn it up till we reach a crescendo
Expressing a desire to intensify the experience until reaching a climax or turning point.
when your head is on the chest is the only time that I
Highlighting a specific moment of solace and comfort when the head is on the chest, indicating a desire to avoid thoughts of death.
feel like I don’t wanna die x2
Repeating the sentiment of feeling alive and not wanting to die during that specific comforting moment.
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