Lyrics
I hear what they saying without even saying it
I am aware of what others are implying without them explicitly stating it.
I make the bed and they just mufuckin lay in it
I put in effort, but others take advantage of the situation.
Got ahold of your little pretty portion
I gained control over a desirable aspect or share.
Now it's more than night and day, I don't know what day it is
Time has become indistinct, and I'm disoriented about the days.
The fuck is my calendar?
I'm uncertain about my schedule or plans.
I mean calculator
There's confusion, possibly a metaphor for a mix-up in priorities.
I do one over one and I found my savior
I performed a calculation and discovered a solution or resolution.
I got minor problems now I'm going major
My problems, once minor, are now becoming significant.
Used to move the meals and now I never cater
I used to serve others, but now I prioritize myself.
I got healthy accounts now they counting me out
I have substantial financial resources, but people underestimate me.
Certified swimmer, no drowning me out
I'm resilient and can't be easily silenced or ignored.
Throw in a flash and I'm flushing 'em out
Swiftly addressing and resolving issues or challenges.
Moments of money, god bringing the hope
Moments of prosperity and faith, possibly from financial success.
I don't wanna cut my hands on the rope
I don't want to harm myself in the pursuit of success.
Taking dirty? Finna clean 'em with soap
Cleaning up the consequences of questionable actions.
When they gon' stop acting like I'm a joke?
Frustration with not being taken seriously.
I'm getting sick of these plans
Feeling tired or frustrated with existing plans.
Thought the money would fall in my hands
Expecting financial success without seeing results.
Losing hope in the places I stand on cause I never get any advance
Losing faith in current circumstances due to a lack of progress.
I do what I love with a chance
Pursuing passion despite uncertainties about financial success.
That I'll get all the money to pay all the bills at the end of the week
Hoping that pursuing passion will lead to financial stability.
Night falls and I'm up tryna get the momentum back, I cut to black and repeat
Struggling to regain momentum in life, experiencing repetition.
Make sense of the shit that I see
Attempting to make sense of confusing situations.
Maybe it's all in the way that I breathe
Reflecting on personal experiences and trying to find meaning.
Crossing my I's and been dotting my T's
Being thorough and meticulous in handling details.
I'm boutta chop, cut it off
Considering a drastic change or detachment.
How do I get a moment of clarity?
Seeking clarity in a challenging moment.
I don't want all of my work to be charity
Desiring recognition for work rather than it being perceived as charity.
Time flies when your life is embarrassing
Time feels fleeting when life is difficult or embarrassing.
I hear what they saying without even saying it
Reiteration of being aware of unspoken messages from others.
I make the bed and they just mufuckin lay in it
Continuing efforts despite others taking advantage.
Got ahold of your little pretty portion
Retaining control over something valuable.
Now it's more than night and day, I don't know what day it is
Continued disorientation about time.
The fuck is my calendar?
Uncertainty about scheduling or plans.
I mean calculator
Reiterating confusion, possibly about priorities.
I do one over one and I found my savior
Revisiting a successful solution or resolution.
I got minor problems now I'm going major
Minor issues have escalated, becoming more significant.
Used to move the meals and now I never cater
Transition from serving others to prioritizing oneself.
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