Lyrics
I have not slept for many days
I have experienced sleep deprivation for an extended period.
Yet I have dreamt of the unseen
Despite my lack of sleep, I have had dreams of things not previously perceived.
Now I have found this place in myself
Now, I have discovered a place within myself.
I have dreamt of no control
I've dreamt of a state without constraints or limitations.
And then I will see what the hate it can take
I will explore the extent of negativity and hostility that can be endured.
I will stand up to see what I really can be
I will rise to understand my true potential.
I'll cry if I need to but I'll proceed to
Expressing emotions, even crying if necessary, but I will continue forward.
A state of hate and to be a superior me
Striving for a state of hatred to become a superior version of myself.
I have dreamt of this for so long
Long-held dreams of reaching this state.
I feel my inner self will grow strong
I sense the strengthening of my inner self.
And so I will break down, I'm blind to your ideas,
Breaking down, being oblivious to others' ideas, and resisting being myself due to pain.
I don't want to be me, I can't stand the pain
Expressing a desire not to be oneself and an inability to endure the pain.
And then I will see what the hate it can take
Reiterating the exploration of the limits of hatred endurance.
I will stand up to see what I really can be
Standing up to discover one's true potential.
I have dreamt of this for so long
Repeating the long-held dream of reaching a particular state.
I feel my inner self grow strong
Feeling the growth of inner strength.
If I can only be what they want
Desire to conform to others' expectations.
I'm me, exploding into history
Asserting one's identity, explosively entering into history.
I dream of leaving this
Dreaming of escaping the current situation.
Kill this and never come back,
Strongly expressing the desire to eliminate something and never return.
Never fuckin' return
Emphasizing the determination to never come back.
I dream of me, kill this, my dream
Dreaming of self-destruction, eliminating a personal dream.
I have not slept for many days
Reiterating the experience of prolonged sleep deprivation.
Yet I have dreamt of no control
Repeating the dream of a state without constraints.
And then I will see what the hate it can take
Continuing the exploration of the limits of hatred endurance.
I will stand up to see what I really can be
Persisting in standing up to discover one's true potential.
I'll cry if I need to but I'll proceed to
Expressing emotions, including crying, but proceeding towards a state of hatred.
A state of hate ad to be a vision of me
Striving for a state of hatred to become a visionary version of oneself.
I have dreamt of this for so long
Reiterating the long-held dream of reaching a particular state.
I feel my inner self will grow strong
Sensing the inner self growing stronger.
If i can only be what they want
Desire to conform to others' expectations.
I'm me, exploding into history.
Asserting one's identity, explosively entering into history.
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