Lonesome Valley Ammunitions
Drowning in the Abyss: Modern Life Is War's Lonesome Valley Ammunitions
Lyrics
You know you have been deeper than this
You have experienced deeper emotions or situations than the current state.
You know you have been begging for this
You have been actively seeking or desiring the current situation.
For the rats to wake you from peaceful sleep
Desiring disturbances or challenges to disrupt your peaceful sleep.
For enslave instincts to roam free
Desiring primal instincts to be liberated or unrestrained.
Tonight your heart is fearful of a cruel twist
Tonight, your heart is anxious about an impending harsh turn of events.
Tonight on your knees begging abyss
Tonight, you are on your knees, pleading with an abyss or emptiness.
No one has you number since you disappeared last November
No one has been able to reach you since your disappearance in November.
Lights are flooding into the cracks of you shack
Light is penetrating the cracks in your shelter or defenses.
The rats will walk you free
Rats symbolize troubles; they will guide you through challenges.
Light is flooding in through the cracks and you rush to seal cold
You hurry to block the incoming light and maintain your cold, closed-off state.
Steal someone else's dreams to satisfy your own
You steal others' dreams to fulfill your own, but remain unfulfilled.
Unfulfilled
An acknowledgment of personal dissatisfaction or unmet desires.
Dear foreign city 3 am keep her safe
Addressing a foreign city at 3 am, expressing concern for someone's safety.
I have lost my way again
Feeling lost again in a broader sense, not just physically.
If I sleep I will dream of shimmering smashed broken glass threaded into fresh black top and sprinkled onto cracked concrete
If asleep, dreaming of chaotic and destructive imagery involving broken glass.
If I should wake up choking on brake dust
Fear of waking up in a dangerous or suffocating situation.
Give me water
Request for assistance or relief when choking on metaphorical brake dust.
Give me relief
Seeking relief from a suffocating situation.
If I sleep I will dream of women and money of freedom & honey and wake up in this city a slave to my desires a slave to my design
Dreaming of desirable things but waking up enslaved by one's own desires and design.
Unable to resist peeling back the drain
Unable to resist the temptation to expose vulnerabilities.
Removing this respectable stitch
Removing a facade or an appearance of respectability.
So Cold
A stark expression of coldness or emotional detachment.
No one can stop this
An assertion that nothing can prevent the forthcoming events.
Unable to resist
Reiterating the inability to resist certain impulses or circumstances.
Embracing the cruel twist drowning in this abyss
Acceptance or submission to a harsh turn of events, drowning in emptiness.
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