Wasting Away
Battling Inner Demons: Moderntears' Emotional Journey
Lyrics
And as the time keeps on heal all these scars
Time is gradually healing emotional wounds.
There are more than these, unseen by the eyes
There are hidden scars not visible to others.
Cause everyday I won't learn my lesson
Repeated failure to learn from mistakes every day.
How many times do I have to tell myself to breath?
Expressing the struggle to remind oneself to breathe amidst difficulties.
Cover me with soft words and speeches
Desire for comforting and supportive words.
All your expectations and all my disorders
Reference to expectations and personal disorders.
I won't get well but sure I will try
Acknowledgment of not getting well but a commitment to trying.
But if in the end I'm better with myself and I
Prioritizing self-improvement and self-acceptance.
Now I know what's wrong with me why am I so bad?
Recognition of personal flaws and questioning oneself.
And I disagree with your standard and what I have to do
Disagreement with societal standards and expectations.
Well fuck this place and fuck you too
Expressing frustration and anger towards the environment.
But I can't get myself back to who I used to be
Struggling to revert to a previous, better version of oneself.
So swallow all the pills and I can close my eyes at night and sleep
Mention of using medication to find solace in sleep.
I just need someone beside me
Seeking companionship and support from someone.
And no one is around
Feeling alone and lacking support.
When I look inside the mirror (I carry the blame)
Feeling guilty or responsible when looking in the mirror.
I just need someone where I stand
Yearning for someone's presence where they currently stand.
I am falling faster on the ground
Experiencing a rapid decline or deterioration.
There's no hope, no love, no reasons (Please help me)
Describing a sense of hopelessness and lack of love or reasons to continue.
Your words are ringing in my ears
Words of others echoing in the mind.
But I'm wasting away
Acknowledging the process of wasting away.
The sound is so familiar but
Familiarity with a negative sound or situation.
I Keep on wasting away
Continuation of the wasting away process.
I just need someone beside me
Reiteration of the need for someone's presence and support.
And no one is around
Emphasizing the absence of anyone around.
When I look inside the mirror (I carry the blame)
Reflecting on personal guilt and responsibility in the mirror.
I just need someone where I stand
Desiring someone's support at the current location.
I am falling faster on the ground
Intensifying descent or downfall.
There's no hope, no love, no reasons
Reiterating the absence of hope, love, and reasons.
(Please help me)
Pleading for help from someone.
So watch me go
Declaration of departure or giving up.
Pick up the pieces of memories
Collecting fragments of memories while burning bridges.
Burning the bridges I've made
Destroying connections made in the past.
Cause I'll find peace
Expressing a pursuit of peace.
All alone
Emphasizing solitude and isolation.
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