Lyrics
The longing is hard
The feeling of longing is challenging.
The waiting ain't easy
Waiting is difficult.
I've played all the parts
The speaker has experienced various roles or aspects in their life.
But I haven't made peace yet
Inner peace has not been achieved despite the experiences.
I've tried
Efforts have been made.
To move on
An attempt to move forward has been made.
I've said what you wanted to hear
The speaker has expressed what was expected.
I'm sorry
An apology is offered.
You're stuck
The listener is stuck in a situation.
But it's been a fucking year
Significant time has passed (a year).
Did you know
An inquiry about the listener's awareness.
Did you know that
A repeated question about knowledge.
I cried myself to sleep?
Expressing emotional pain experienced during sleep.
Did you ever think of me?
A question about the listener's thoughts regarding the speaker's suffering.
Did you hope
Another inquiry, this time about hope.
Did you hope that
Reiteration of hope and anticipation.
I'd show up at your door?
Wondering if the listener expected the speaker's return.
I'd fall down to my knees?
The possibility of a humble gesture, falling to the knees.
Do you know that I tried my best
Confirmation of the speaker's best efforts.
All that I haven't said
Alluding to unspoken words and feelings.
And you seem so happy?
Observation of the listener's apparent happiness.
Filled my heart with regrets
Regretful feelings caused by the listener.
Sabotaged my weekends
Weekends are negatively impacted by sabotage.
Do you have any decency?
Questioning the listener's decency.
The longing is hard
Reiteration of the difficulty of longing.
The waiting ain't easy
Reiteration of the challenge in waiting.
I've played all the parts
Confirmation of playing different roles.
But I haven't made peace yet
Reiteration of the lack of inner peace.
The longing is hard
Emphasizing the difficulty of longing.
The longing is hard yeah
Additional emphasis on the hardship of longing.
The longing is hard
Continued emphasis on the challenging nature of longing.
The longing is hard yeah
Further emphasis on the difficulty of longing.
Did you need
An inquiry about the listener's intentions to cause harm.
Did you need
Repetition of the inquiry about causing hurt.
A second just to hurt me?
Asking if there was a deliberate moment to inflict pain.
Or did you have to drag it on four fucking weeks?
Questioning the prolongation of suffering over several weeks.
Do you know that I tried my best
Confirmation of the speaker's best efforts.
All that I haven't said
Referencing unspoken words and feelings again.
And you seem so happy?
Observation of the listener's apparent happiness reiterated.
Filled my heart with regrets
Regretful feelings caused by the listener reiterated.
Sabotaged my weekends
Negative impact on weekends reiterated.
Do you have any decency?
Questioning the listener's decency reiterated.
The longing is hard
Reiteration of the difficulty of longing.
The waiting ain't easy
Reiteration of the challenge in waiting.
I've played all the parts
Confirmation of playing different roles.
But I haven't made peace yet
Reiteration of the lack of inner peace.
The longing is hard
Emphasizing the difficulty of longing.
The longing is hard yeah
Additional emphasis on the hardship of longing.
The longing is hard
Continued emphasis on the challenging nature of longing.
The longing is hard yeah
Further emphasis on the difficulty of
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