Lyrics
I wonder how I got to this far
I reflect on how I ended up in this situation
singing in a old empty bar
Singing in an old, deserted bar
I tried 3 times to call my mom
I attempted three times to call my mom
but she didn't pick up the phone
She did not answer the phone
almost can't remember a thing
I can hardly recall anything
cuz I sped too much time wasted
Due to spending too much time wasted
so I wont feel alone
Trying not to feel alone
god knows how much I feel alone
Expressing deep loneliness, seeking understanding from God
me and the devil, we are aqueinted
Describing a connection with the devil
we sleep under the same sheets
Sharing a bed with the devil metaphorically
I've made so many mistakes
Acknowledging numerous mistakes made
I seem to destroy everything
Feeling like a destroyer of everything
why did I come to this place
Questioning the reason for being in this place
maybe to chase a stupid dream
Possibly pursuing an impractical dream
but it’s coasting my sanity
Realizing the cost to mental health
and my skin is turning grey
Physical and emotional deterioration
flash the red light on my face
Being exposed, possibly feeling judged
everyone knows I'm fucking crazy
Acknowledging one's perceived insanity
dancing on the top of cars
Engaging in reckless behavior, like dancing on cars
spending the night behind the bars
Spending the night behind bars, facing consequences
I'm trying to use my one phone call
Attempting to make a phone call from jail
but no one answers me at all
Receiving no response from anyone
me and the devil, we are acqueinted
Reiterating a connection with the devil
we sleep under the same sheets
Continuing the metaphor of sharing a bed with the devil
I've made so many mistakes
Reflecting on past mistakes again
I seem to destroy everything
Expressing a pattern of self-destruction
why did I come to this place
Questioning the choice that led to the current situation
maybe to chase a stupid dream
Possibly regretting pursuing a foolish dream
but it’s coasting my sanity
Highlighting the toll on mental well-being
and my skin is turning grey
Physical and emotional decline continuing
god I feel so alone
Expressing intense loneliness and despair
please mom pick the phone
Pleading with the mother to answer the phone
I just want to go home
Yearning to return home
god I feel so alone
Reiterating profound loneliness
please mom pick the phone
Desperately asking the mother to pick up the phone
I just want to go home
Expressing a strong desire to go home
god I feel so alone
Repeating the feeling of intense loneliness
please mom pick the phone
Pleading once more for the mother to answer the phone
I just want to go home
Expressing a simple desire to return home
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