Lyrics
I'm wondering why
I am questioning the reason or purpose
I'm going back from time to time
I revisit moments from the past intermittently
Thought I flipped the page
Believed I had moved on, but that's not the case
But I just go back
Despite efforts, I find myself returning
It felt so strange
The return is unsettling or unfamiliar
To stay home question everything
Being at home prompts deep reflection and doubt
A future so bright
Contemplating a promising future
Thought to myself
Considering my own capabilities
If I can't do it
If I am unable to achieve it
Might as well
Perhaps it's better to
Write about someone who did
Express admiration for someone who succeeded
Everyday
Everyday occurrences may not transform you
Doesn't necessarily change you
Regular experiences may not bring change
But when it's over
But when they conclude
Then you change
Transformation becomes evident
Did it last more than a month?
Did the impact endure beyond a month?
More than you ever thought?
Exceeding initial expectations?
Don't want to keep the doubt
Avoiding lingering uncertainty
Of what it could have been
Preventing speculation on missed opportunities
I
Self-awareness or understanding
See through the eyes
Gaining insight or perspective
Of a camera
Through the lens of a camera
Looking at us
Observing our interactions
As we speak
While we communicate
Thought to myself
Reflecting on personal capabilities again
If I can't do it
If personal achievements seem unattainable
Might as well
Expressing admiration through writing
Write about someone who did
Similar to line 11, appreciating successful individuals
Everyday
Everyday experiences may not necessarily transform
Doesn't necessarily change you
Reiterating the idea of daily events not causing change
But when it's over
But transformation becomes evident after their conclusion
Then you change
Reiteration of the transformative nature of conclusions
All the people disappear
Alluding to people disappearing or fading away
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