My Mind
Emotional Turmoil: Finding Liberation in Self-Reflection
Lyrics
Something always happens in my mind
There are constant occurrences or thoughts happening within the singer's mind.
Something always calls to me at closing time
There's a persistent call or pull the singer feels, particularly at the end of the day or when things are winding down.
A little voice inside says girl you're on your own
The singer's inner voice reminds her that she is alone and independent.
That man you thought you loved was bad you should've known
Reflecting on a past relationship, the singer acknowledges that the man she loved was not good for her, and she should have realized it.
Home was where I wanted to be
The singer desired to be in a place she considers home.
I just couldn't seem to believe
Despite the desire for home, the singer struggled to believe it was attainable.
No one really wants me
The singer feels unwanted, believing that people don't genuinely desire her presence, but rather interact due to being under the influence.
They just had too much to drink
Suggests that people engage or show interest in the singer primarily because they've consumed alcohol.
Every time I lose my mind
Whenever the singer feels mentally unstable or disoriented.
It gets a little bit harder to find
With each instance of mental instability, it becomes increasingly challenging for the singer to regain stability.
And every time you say goodbye
Every time someone leaves or says goodbye to the singer.
I'm putting my heart on the line
The singer feels vulnerable and exposed when emotionally investing in someone.
Oo I'm terrified
Expresses the singer's fear or deep anxiety.
But it's easier to realize
Realizing a difficult truth becomes less challenging over time.
Look into my mirror and you'll find
Self-reflection would reveal the resolution to let go of something painful.
Letting go will set you free
Allowing oneself to detach from something distressing will bring freedom.
Tell yourself that it's all just in your mind
Convincing oneself that troubling feelings or situations are merely a product of the mind.
It's the feeling that you're running out of time
The sensation of time slipping away intensifies the feeling of pressure or urgency.
Everyone's out having fun, but you've wasted your life
While others seem to enjoy life, the singer feels regretful about wasting their own.
Another Friday night spent with the fear of missing out
The fear of missing out (FOMO) consumes the singer on another typical Friday night.
He's not gonna text you back, it's over now
The realization that a romantic connection has ended and the expectation of not receiving further communication.
Save it for another day
Delay dealing with the situation for another time.
I didn't come around here to play
The singer is serious about not engaging in frivolous activities or situations.
Feeling so invisible tonight
Feeling unnoticed or ignored by others at the moment.
Every time I lose my mind
Repeated mention of losing mental stability and struggling to regain it.
It gets a little bit harder to find
Continued difficulty in recovering mental stability with each instance.
And every time you say goodbye
Reiteration of vulnerability felt when someone leaves or says goodbye.
I'm putting my heart on the line
Reaffirmation of the singer's emotional vulnerability when investing in relationships.
Oo I'm terrified
Expresses the singer's fear or deep anxiety once more.
But it's easier to realize
Realization becomes more manageable over time.
Look into my mirror and you'll find
Encouraging self-reflection to facilitate letting go of distressing elements.
Letting go will set you free
Encouragement to detach oneself from troubling thoughts or situations for liberation.
Tell yourself that it's all just in your mind
Advising oneself that perceived difficulties are all a construct of the mind.
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