Still Fall
Resilience in Echoes: Monica Pollock's 'Still Fall' Unveils Heartbreak's Triumph
Lyrics
You used to push me just to see how much that it would take to make me break
You used to test my resilience, pushing me to my limits to see if I would break.
And if you think I didn't notice, honey all your cards were showing I just chose to look away
Despite your attempts to hide your intentions, I noticed your true feelings and chose to ignore them.
No it wasn't smoke in mirrors, it was a whole lot clearer
It wasn't deception; the situation became clear, revealing the truth.
I wiped your powder off the counter trying not to think about her lying next to you
I cleaned up after you, trying to avoid thoughts of you being with someone else.
We were on the rocks and shattered, so damn broken it didn't matter anymore
Our relationship was in ruins, beyond repair, and the brokenness reached a point where it didn't matter anymore.
I don't miss what we had
I do not long for what we once had.
I don't miss all the bad
I do not miss the negative aspects of our past.
I don't miss myself crying the nights away
I don't miss the moments of crying myself to sleep.
I don't miss all the tears
No longing for the tears shed.
I don't miss all those years that we blew and aren't ever getting back
I don't miss the wasted years that can never be regained.
I don't miss you at all but if you ever call
I don't miss you, but in the hypothetical scenario of you reaching out, I would still have feelings.
Darling, I would still fall
Despite everything, I would still fall for you.
All of the push and pull and nights alone, while you were drunk out on the road
Recalling the struggles and lonely nights while you were away and intoxicated.
Call me in the morning trying to tell me you were sorry
You'd apologize in the morning after your actions, trying to make amends.
And all those pretty lies that tried to hide what you were keeping out of sight and out of mind
Your deceitful lies couldn't conceal what you were keeping hidden.
And every broken promise, if I'm honest, trust went up in smoke was gone
Every promise you made was broken, and trust disappeared like smoke.
Tried to piece us back together, didn't know any better
Attempts were made to mend things, but the lack of knowledge hindered the process.
I don't miss all the fights
I do not miss the conflicts we had.
I don't miss your drunk nights
Not longing for the nights when you were intoxicated.
No I don't even miss sleeping next to you
Even sleeping beside you is not something I miss.
I don't miss all the tears
No missing the tears shed during our time together.
I don't miss all those years that we blew and aren't ever getting back
Not nostalgic about the lost years that can't be recovered.
I don't miss you at all but if you ever call
I don't miss you, but I would still fall for you if you were to reach out.
Darling, I would still fall
Despite the past, I would still have feelings for you.
I'd still fall
Reaffirming the willingness to fall for you even now.
I'd still fall
Emphasizing the enduring nature of the emotions, expressing the continued possibility of falling for you.
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