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Passive aggressive, lose my mind for no reason
Expressing a passive-aggressive attitude, feeling mentally strained without a clear cause
And when I act like I'm stressing I'm hoping that you believe me
Attempting to convince others of stress, seeking belief in the displayed emotions
I know I make it look easy, thought that I heard you?
Appearing effortless despite potential misunderstanding or mishearing
Said any day you could be me?
Implying anyone could experience their life at any moment
My thoughts couldn't hurt me until the day that you leave me
Realization that personal thoughts weren't painful until the fear of losing someone emerged
And I get very uneasy
Feeling unsettled and anxious due to the fear of losing someone
Still wish that I had listened
Regretting not heeding advice or warnings previously given
Demons said they could beat me
Internal struggles or conflicts perceived as formidable opponents
When I'm on my own
Suggesting loneliness or solitude
That would explain why I'm always on the phone
Explaining the constant use of the phone as a consequence of being alone
That and the simple fact that I'm paving this all on my own
Indicating sole responsibility for paving one's path without assistance
Now you move for action, now you move for traction
Transitioning into a phase of action and seeking progress
Holding all my love but Im addicted to the passion
Having affection but being addicted to intense emotions
I seen this in past tense
Reflecting on similar experiences from the past
You think I'm just acting
Repetition to emphasize the misconception that the actions are insincere
You think I'm just acting
-Just think I'm just acting
-Now you don't believe me
Expressing disappointment in not being believed or trusted
Now you don't believe me
-Told you that I loved you then I left you for a meeting
Expressing love but leaving for an obligation, possibly work-related
Told you what I wanted never said It would be easy
Clarifying that the desired goal wasn't promised to be easy
Told you that I promise I would put you over dreams, please
Promising to prioritize the person over personal ambitions
How you gone believe me
Repetition emphasizing disbelief in the promises made
How you gone believe me
-How you gone believe me
-How you gone believe me
-How you gone believe me
-How you gone believe me
-Told you that I promise I would put you over dreams please
-Factors ain't checking
External circumstances or considerations not aligning
Move like you packing a weapon
Actions mimicking readiness or preparedness as if carrying a weapon
Out the way I let you go ain't even asking no questions
Letting go without inquiry or interest, possibly due to prior investment
'Cause what I look like tryna risk it all when I'm in investments
Avoiding risking everything in situations involving significant stakes
I gotta make these corrections
Recognizing the need for personal improvement or adjustments
My brother asking me questions
Family or close ones questioning choices or actions
I need a second, to let it breath
Needing a moment to contemplate or reconsider
Trying on my clothes and then you leave every week
Implies a partner leaving frequently, perhaps due to dissatisfaction with the situation
Is it 'cause I'm on the road you learn to love the streets
Suspecting a partner's attraction to a lifestyle involving risks or dangers
And she replied to me nah nigga this just what you do to me
Partner asserting that the singer's actions are the cause of their reaction
Now I'm running and running and running, running all in place
Running tirelessly but without progress or advancement
I was way too gone but now I'm running outta space
Previously being overly indulgent but now facing limitations or constraints
And you was riding shotgun
Transition from an intimate relationship to a more cautious or slower pace
But now we pumping on the breaks
-Can't erase it, it's engraved in
Indelible memories or experiences, deeply embedded like physical features
Like the features of ya face
Living an extravagant or bold lifestyle that others might not understand or approve of
I do it big
Facing personal flaws or mistakes of considerable magnitude
And that's exactly why you hate how I live
Suspecting concern or disapproval from someone due to lifestyle choices
I might be drowning in a lake of my sin
Feeling overwhelmed or consumed by personal wrongdoing or immoral actions
You might be worried for my sake for what it is
Others worried about the singer's well-being because of their actions
But that's just what it is, girl that's just what it is
Accepting the situation as it is without altering it
Now you don't believe me
Repetition emphasizing disbelief or lack of faith in promises made
Now you don't believe me
-Told you that I loved you then I left you for a meeting
-Told you what I wanted never said It would be easy
-Told you that I promise I would put you over dreams, please
-How you gone believe me
-How you gone believe me
-How you gone believe me
-How you gone believe me
-How you gone believe me
Reiteration of the promise to prioritize the person over ambitions
How you gone believe me
-Told you that I promise I would put you over dreams please
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