The First Time I Saw a Ghost
Chasing Shadows: A Reflection on Time, Loss, and Redemption
Lyrics
And I wonder what it's like to come back home
Reflecting on the experience of returning home and contemplating the unknown.
Always underrated
Feeling consistently undervalued or underappreciated.
And it took more time than I ever care to know
Acknowledging that certain things took more time than desired, possibly expressing impatience.
Always underwater
Persistently feeling overwhelmed or submerged in challenges.
And I wonder if I'll ever get to see
Contemplating the possibility of witnessing places that have been missed.
All of the places I've been missing
Expressing a desire to see all the places that have been absent from one's life.
And you wonder why I always want to leave
Questioning why there is a consistent desire to leave or explore new places.
29 years old still chasing the younger me
At 29 years old, still pursuing a version of oneself from the past.
Just a night
Reflecting on a specific night.
Give me one more chance
Requesting another opportunity, a second chance.
I could make
Confident in the ability to make things meaningful or clear.
Make it all make sense
Expressing the potential to bring clarity to a situation.
If you want to
Offering assistance or support if desired.
I'll hold on to you
Committing to holding on and being there for someone.
I'm barely hanging on
Struggling to hold on, possibly facing challenges or difficulties.
I'm the punchline in this all
Feeling like the subject of ridicule or mockery within a larger context.
And I'm wondering when I'm going to win
Pondering when there will be a victory or positive outcome.
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