Lyrics
I got high and I saw the devil
The speaker got high and had a negative experience, possibly encountering something unpleasant symbolized by "the devil."
I got high and I found myself
Getting high led the speaker to self-discovery.
I got high and it hurt
The act of getting high caused emotional pain.
But I don't wanna talk about it
The speaker is unwilling to discuss the negative effects of getting high.
And it's suicide to make a case against me now
Suggesting that any opposition or criticism against the speaker now could be harmful or self-destructive.
Jesus Christ on a blurry mountain
A metaphorical reference to a spiritual experience involving Jesus Christ on a blurry mountain.
Jesus smiles when he calls me in
Jesus is portrayed as welcoming and smiling when calling the speaker.
Jesus lies, says I'm fine
An assertion that Jesus lies by saying the speaker is fine, possibly reflecting inner struggles.
When I'm dosing the chemical food
The speaker feels a sense of well-being when consuming chemical substances.
Does it really take 20 to speak to you again
Questioning the necessity of a long period to reconnect with a spiritual or higher power.
I'm healthy on my own
Expressing self-sufficiency and well-being without external influences.
And it's fun to leave and dick around
Enjoying the freedom to leave and explore without commitment.
Then I'm running towards bathroom door
The speaker is in a hurry, possibly due to the negative effects of substance use.
And I'm throwing up another one
Describing the act of vomiting, possibly indicating the aftermath of substance abuse.
Record myself
Recording oneself, possibly as a reflection or documentation of experiences.
Hello to future me, if you see this then you made it out
A message to the future self, celebrating the overcoming of challenges.
It was spiritual and it was loud
Describing a spiritual experience that was intense and loud.
Oooooo
Repeating sounds, possibly as a musical or emotional expression.
Ohhhhh
-Oooooo
-Ohhhhh
-Oooooo
-Ohhhhh
-Healthier when I die
Repetition emphasizing the desire to be healthier in death.
Healthier when I die
-Healthier when I die
-Healthier when I die
-You know I wanna be
-Healthier when I die
-Healthier when I die
-Healthier when I die
-Healthier when I die
Reiterating the wish to be healthier in death, suggesting a belief in the transformative power of death.
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