Terminal Reward
Eternal Struggle: Mortal Sin's Haunting Journey
Lyrics
Laughing at the numbness, a hundred years of pain
Expressing amusement or mockery at the emotional numbness endured for a long time.
Doubting my existence, memories remain
Questioning the purpose of one's existence while holding onto lingering memories.
Praying for the hour, I will finally die
Expressing a desire or prayer for the moment of death to arrive.
Terminate the power, send me to the sky
Seeking the termination of personal power and a journey towards the afterlife.
Blood's evaporating, my heart is pumping air
Describing physical changes, with blood evaporating and the heart pumping air, possibly symbolizing a lifeless state.
My mind is left debating, torment or despair
Expressing inner turmoil and indecision between torment and despair.
Explain me this confusion, what's it really worth?
Seeking an explanation for internal confusion and questioning the value of the current state.
Take the last transfusion, return me to my birth
Asking for a final transfusion, possibly metaphorical, to reset and return to the beginning of life.
Standing at the point where there's to return
Standing at a point of no return, emphasizing irreversible decisions.
There ain't no turning back
Stating the impossibility of turning back from a critical juncture.
Send me down here where the fire's burn
Expressing a willingness to face hardships and challenges symbolized by fire.
Running with the pack
Embracing a rebellious or non-conformist attitude by running with a pack.
Devilish forces by my side, my future's looking grim
Acknowledging sinister forces aligned with the speaker, with a grim outlook on the future.
Angels calling, death defied, sing the battle hymn
Describing a defiance of death with angelic forces and a call to battle through hymns.
I ended my life just to ease the pain
Revealing a previous suicide attempt to alleviate pain, which has backfired, causing more suffering.
But now it's hurting more
Reflecting on the increased pain after attempting to end one's life.
Traveled through life on the astral plane
Metaphorically describing a journey through life on a spiritual plane but encountering obstacles and closures.
But someone has closed the door
Expressing a sense of being trapped or rejected as symbolic doors close.
Facing judgment's final call
Confronting the final judgment with no apparent escape.
Nowhere left to go
Feeling stuck with nowhere to go, possibly in a state of existential crisis.
Left to ponder Satan's fall
Contemplating the consequences or lessons from a metaphorical fall, possibly referencing Satan.
The seeds are here to grow
Suggesting the potential for future negative outcomes, represented by seeds that have been sown.
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