Lyrics
I'm drinking poison and expecting you to die
I'm consuming something harmful, expecting it to harm you in return
It's suffocating me, might not get out alive (fuck)
I feel trapped, uncertain if I'll survive this situation
It's coursing through my veins, an envy green so bright
A vivid green color symbolizing envy is flowing through my veins
Intoxicating, all my senses amplified
The substance is intoxicating, heightening all my senses
I'm holding onto anger with a clenched fist (oh)
I'm holding onto anger tightly
Knuckles start to bleed from all the tension (oh)
Anger is causing physical harm, making my knuckles bleed
Know that I should quit but I get jealous (oh)
Despite knowing I should stop, jealousy compels me to continue
My mind is reckless (oh)
My mind is reckless, possibly influenced by the substance
You're my absinthe, you're twisted like dark magic
Referring to someone as "absinthe," implying a toxic and alluring influence
You're glowing, and the absinthe makes the heart grow bitter
The toxic influence enhances negative emotions
When it hits, my vision flickers
Under the influence, my perception becomes distorted
Absinthe, you always leave me tragic
The presence of "absinthe" consistently leads to tragic outcomes
One look at her, she's straight from hell, she'll take you with her
Describing someone as hellish, capable of dragging others down
Absinthe makes the heart grow bitter
Reiterating the negative impact of "absinthe" on the heart
It's no mystery, you're bad for my health
Acknowledging that the toxic influence is harmful to well-being
I only hate you 'cause I'm hating myself
Expressing self-hatred, projecting it onto the toxic influence
So I hitch a ride on a cursed carousel
Metaphorically riding a cursed carousel, surrounded by self-destructive individuals
Next to all the other people who compete with themselves, yeah
Being in the company of people who constantly compete with themselves
What would happen if I trusted myself?
Contemplating the consequences of trusting oneself
I used to be afraid, but I got stories to tell
Overcoming fear and gaining stories to share
Even if they try to keep my songs on a shelf
Acknowledging attempts to silence creativity
Behind smoke and mirrors, I'll bid you farewell
Despite obstacles, bidding farewell with transparency
Absinthe, you're twisted like dark magic
Repeating the comparison of someone to "absinthe," emphasizing twisted dark qualities
You're glowing, and the absinthe makes the heart grow bitter
Highlighting the glowing and negative impact on the heart
When it hits, my vision flickers
Reiterating the distorted vision under the influence
Absinthe, you always leave me tragic
Continuing the pattern of tragic outcomes associated with "absinthe"
One look at her, she's straight from hell, she'll take you with her
Describing someone as hellish and capable of dragging others down
Absinthe makes the heart grow bitter
Reiterating the bitter impact of "absinthe" on the heart
Absinthe, oh, my absinthe, oh
Repetition emphasizing the twisted nature of "absinthe"
Absinthe makes the heart grow bitter
Emphasizing the bitter impact on the heart
When it hits, my vision flickers
Reiterating the distorted vision under the influence
Absinthe, oh, my absinthe, oh
Repetition emphasizing the twisted nature of "absinthe"
Straight from hell, she'll take you with her
Describing someone as hellish and capable of dragging others down
Absinthe makes the heart grow bitter
Reiterating the bitter impact of "absinthe" on the heart
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