Bad Idea
Navigating Life's Maze: Unveiling My Bad Ideas
Lyrics
I'd like to tell you all my bad ideas
I am willing to share my unconventional thoughts and plans with you
I hang them with the good to dilute the awful truth
I mix my bad ideas with good ones to make the harsh reality more bearable
I've been asleep for nearly fifteen years
I've been emotionally distant or numb for a long period
All dreams I've ever had outweigh the life I'm not yet living
My dreams surpass the actual life I am currently leading
I've felt along the walls of here and there
I've explored various possibilities but haven't found the right fit
But nothing ever seemed quite right
No option or choice has felt entirely suitable
So I kissed off into the night
I've taken risks or made decisions without a clear direction
There was a thought, there was a bleeding thread
There was an idea or concept, but it was fragile and vulnerable
But nothing ever lasts that long within the confines of my head
Ideas don't last long in my mind due to internal limitations
I'm here to tell I'm not okay
I'm acknowledging that I am not emotionally well
And all those things you can never say out loud
There are things I can't express openly or admit out loud
I wanna tell you there was no one that I ever believed in more than you
I want to convey that I trusted and believed in you more than anyone else
I wanna know if there was anyone you ever believed in more than me
I'm curious if you ever trusted and believed in someone more than me
I've terrorized the seas of way back when
I've faced challenges and difficulties in the past
This little heart of mine has drunk its weight in blood red wine
My emotions and experiences have been intense, like consuming a significant amount of red wine
A little lost, a little out of time
I feel a bit lost and out of sync with the passage of time
But as the years begin to creep, I have to hope that I'll be fine
Despite the challenges, I hope to be fine as time goes on
I'm here to tell I'm not okay
Reiterating that I am not emotionally okay
And all those things I could never say out loud
There are unspoken things that I keep to myself
I wanna tell you there was no one that I ever believed in more than you
Expressing deep trust and belief in someone (possibly the same person mentioned earlier)
I wanna know if there was anyone you ever believed in more than me
Wondering if there's anyone else you believed in more than me
I'm here to tell I'm not okay
Reaffirming emotional struggles and openness about it
And all those things I can never say out loud
Continuing to express things that are difficult to say aloud
I'm here to tell I'm not okay
Repeating the acknowledgment of emotional distress
And all those other things
Mentioning additional undisclosed thoughts or issues
I'd like to tell you all my bad ideas
Repeating the willingness to share unconventional thoughts
I hang them with the good to dilute the awful truth
Reiterating the practice of mixing bad ideas with good ones
I wanna tell you there was no one that I ever believed in more than you
Expressing unwavering trust and belief in someone
I wanna know if there was anyone you ever believed in more than me
Curious about whether there was someone else they trusted more
I wanna tell you there was no one that I ever believed in more than you
Repeating the sentiment of profound trust and belief in someone
I wanna know if there was anyone you ever believed in more than me
Repeating the question about whether there was someone else more trusted
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