Lyrics
Still feel it
Expressing ongoing emotional impact.
I just deal with it
Coping with difficulties.
Can't even place a call to Zo
Unable to contact someone named Zo.
He would've been on all the tours, that's my real nigga
Regret over a friend (Zo) not being present on tours.
He would've been on all the tours, that's my real nigga
-He would've been on all the tours, that's my real nigga
-Painkillers for the pain but I still feel it
Using painkillers but still feeling emotional pain.
Still suffer as a man, I just deal with it
Enduring suffering as a man.
Can't even place a call to Zo, it feel different
Feeling a difference in connection when trying to contact Zo.
He would've been on all the tours, that's my real nigga
Reiterating the loss of a real friend.
I got a couple quarter rims in the gravel chillin'
Having valuable possessions in a challenging environment.
I want to see my brothers eat, we ain't in competition
Desire for collective success among brothers.
Fuck a label, I was turnin' down they proposition
Rejecting offers from a record label.
They wasn't talkin' 'bout no chicken, lot of faulty business
Criticizing business deals lacking profitability.
Roaches crawlin' through the dishes that we finna use
Describing a difficult living situation.
And Payless where my mama had me pickin' tennis shoes
Recalling humble beginnings and financial struggles.
After all that I been through, I ain't finna lose
Determined not to lose despite challenges.
The streets feel like if I did it, they can do it too
Believing in setting an example for others in the streets.
Ayy it's beyond bulletproof when it come to mines
Expressing strong protection for personal matters.
Drop a hundred, take a hundred trips a hundred times
Emphasizing significant financial investments and travels.
They yellin' death before dishonor, that's a fuckin' lie
Questioning the reliability of the "death before dishonor" principle.
It ain't no death before dishonor, motherfuckin' lie
-It's like the slums got a hold of me
Feeling deeply influenced by challenging surroundings.
I'm black-hearted, kind of like my heart froze on me
Describing a cold, unfeeling heart due to experiences.
I lost the ones closest to me, now I'm soul-searching
Mourning the loss of close relationships.
Born cursed but I deserve worse, Hell Gang worship
Associating with Hell Gang and a sense of deserving worse.
The slums got a hold of me
Repeating the theme of being influenced by challenging surroundings.
I'm black-hearted, kind of like my heart froze on me
-I lost the ones closest to me, now I'm soul-searching
-Born cursed but I deserve worse, Hell Gang worship
-Mama nigga kicked her out in the rain
Describing family struggles and homelessness.
Apologizing to me like she to blame
-Should see the look on her face
-Damn, now we gotta look for a place
-Pops locked, he got booked for the yay
Family involvement in illegal activities for survival.
Caught him cookin' the cake
-Four nicky in the hoodie, I'm straight
-You gon' need it, it ain't up for debate
-A lot of snakes out here, homicide a common case out here
Acknowledging the presence of deception and danger in the environment.
They exterminating our race out here, know you bang out of fear
Noting fear-based affiliations in the community.
For many years, sheddin' tears in this life
Reflecting on a life filled with hardship and seeking spiritual guidance.
Conversating with the Lord for the spirit enlightening
-Conversating with the Lord, tryna clear the indictment
-They offer coffee and he told on the driver
Detailing betrayal and violation of the code of silence.
Told on the shooter, he said he got a lil' excited
-Broke the code like he ain't know a lot of honor in silence
-We used to go on assignments, that ain't righteous
Expressing disappointment in unethical actions.
I ain't know you was like this, that ain't righteous
-I ain't know you was like this, yeah it be slimy like
Highlighting deceitful behavior.
It's like the slums got a hold of me
Reiterating the impact of challenging environments on emotions.
I'm black-hearted, kind of like my heart froze on me
-I lost the ones closest to me, now I'm soul-searching
-Born cursed but I deserve worse, Hell Gang worship
-The slums got a hold of me
Continuing themes of a cold heart, loss, and association with Hell Gang.
I'm black-hearted, kind of like my heart froze on me
-I lost the ones closest to me, now I'm soul-searching
-Born cursed but I deserve worse, Hell Gang worship
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