Lyrics
Past lives couldn't ever come between us
Past experiences or relationships couldn't create distance between us.
Sometimes the dreamer finally wake up
At times, those who dream eventually face reality.
Don't wake me up, I'm not dreamin'
Expressing a desire not to be awakened, indicating a reluctance to confront reality.
Don't wake me up, I'm not dreamin'
Repetition emphasizes the desire to remain in a state of non-reality or denial.
Yeah
An expression, possibly of agreement or acknowledgment.
Welcome back to my life
Welcoming someone back into the speaker's life.
Say hello to all these fake emotions
Acknowledging insincere or false emotions.
Hiding under a broken disguise
Describing emotions hidden beneath a facade of brokenness.
If you see me smiling just ignore that
Asking others to disregard any visible smiles, as the speaker is internally struggling.
'Cause I know that I'm dying inside
Recognizing internal emotional turmoil despite external appearances.
I'm broken again and this time
Acknowledging a repeated sense of brokenness.
Love, friends and pills won't take away all this pain
Love, friendships, and pills are inadequate to alleviate the pain.
All I've been trying to do is survive this wave
Struggling to survive through challenging circumstances.
A wave full heart attacks and emotions
Describing intense emotional experiences as waves of heart attacks and emotions.
Loving this girl was a fucking mistake
Regretting being in love, considering it a mistake.
My life was already a mess
Reflecting on an already chaotic life before the mentioned relationship.
Thanks to her for throwing everything away
Attributing the chaos to the person addressed.
Wasted the energy I had with her
Feeling that energy invested in the relationship was wasted.
Beautiful times that I'll never regret
Acknowledging positive moments that won't be forgotten.
All the flirts and goodnight messages
Memories of flirting and positive messages still linger.
Are stuck in my heart and my head
Positive memories persist in the speaker's heart and mind.
But it just hurts me to see her go away
Expressing emotional pain at the person's departure.
Shit, it kills me to see her so happy with all of her friends
Painful observation of the person's happiness with others.
When I can barely enjoy 5 minutes without think of her
Personal difficulty in moving on, contrasting with the person's apparent happiness.
I'm always at home trying to overcome all these demons inside of my head
Constantly struggling with inner demons, possibly related to the breakup.
That's something she'll never understand
Expressing a lack of understanding from the person about the speaker's struggles.
I'm broken and depressed
Openly stating a state of emotional brokenness and depression.
And I know she happy without me
Acknowledging the person's happiness without the speaker.
Man, I swear to god If I just could rewind time
Expressing a desire to go back in time and rectify past mistakes.
And fix all the mistakes I made
A commitment to making life better if given a second chance.
I Promise my life would be straight
Pledging a straightened life if the opportunity to rewind time is granted.
But never again, never again on trusting a girl with my heart
A vow to never trust a girl with the speaker's heart again.
This shit fucking killed me mentally and emotionally broke me apart
Expressing the severe mental and emotional impact of the past relationship.
So never again, never again on trusting a girl with my heart
Reiterating a resolve to avoid trusting a girl with the speaker's heart.
Why does it always have to be
Pondering the tendency for kind individuals to experience significant hurt.
The nicest people that get hurt the most
Questioning the reason behind the disproportionate suffering of kind-hearted people.
Why? just why?
An emotional inquiry about the unfairness of life and pain.
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