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You got high off my devotion
You experienced intense emotions from my commitment.
Weak hearts as your crutch
Your fragile heart relied on mine as support.
Like some sick love potion
Our relationship felt like a twisted, unhealthy love spell.
I was addicted to your touch
I was hooked on the sensation of your physical contact.
I carried your weight the misplaced rage
I endured the burden of your emotional baggage and anger.
And the burden of hate
I carried the weight of hatred and decay in our connection.
The decadence of decay
The relationship suffered from moral and emotional decline.
I still think of you
Despite the challenges, thoughts of you linger in my mind.
And all the shit you put me through
Reflecting on the difficulties you subjected me to.
And I know you were wrong
Acknowledging the wrongs you committed.
I still think of you
Remnants of memories about you persist.
And all the shit you put me through
Recalling the hardships you imposed on me.
And I know now, I know you were wrong
Now aware of your mistakes and wrongdoing.
You made pain your lover
You embraced pain as if it were a lover.
Infidelity not discrete
Your unfaithfulness was evident, lacking discretion.
I knew you found another
I sensed you had found another person in your life.
How could I compete
Feeling inadequate, unable to compete with the new presence.
Abusive words coverd me like dust
Harsh and hurtful words enveloped me like fine particles of dust.
I waited to know for sure
I waited, wanting confirmation of the truth.
You only give loveless lust
Your love was devoid of genuine affection.
I still think of you
Despite the pain, thoughts of you persist in my mind.
And all the shit you put me through
Reflecting on the challenges and mistreatment endured.
And I know you were wrong
Acknowledging the errors and wrongdoing on your part.
I still think of you
Remnants of memories about you persist.
And all the shit you put me through
Recalling the hardships you imposed on me.
And I know now, I know you were wrong
Now aware of your mistakes and wrongdoing.
Dark clouds follow you around
Negative circumstances seem to follow you consistently.
Your own worst enemy
You are your own worst enemy, causing self-inflicted harm.
You only picked me up to bring me down
You only lifted me up to bring me down repeatedly.
Down, down, down, down, down, down
A descending spiral of negativity and hardship.
I still think of you
Despite the challenges, thoughts of you linger in my mind.
And all the shit you put me through
Reflecting on the difficulties you subjected me to.
And I know you were wrong
Acknowledging the wrongs you committed.
I still think of you
Remnants of memories about you persist.
And all the shit you put me through
Recalling the hardships you imposed on me.
And I know now, I know you were wrong
Now aware of your mistakes and wrongdoing.
I still think of you
Despite the pain, thoughts of you persist in my mind.
And all the shit you put me through
Reflecting on the challenges and mistreatment endured.
And I know you were wrong
Acknowledging the errors and wrongdoing on your part.
I still think of you
Remnants of memories about you persist.
And all the shit you put me through
Recalling the hardships you imposed on me.
And I know now, I know you were wrong
Now aware of your mistakes and wrongdoing.
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