Lyrics
My head's a play you left me in
Feeling abandoned or neglected, trapped in a situation.
My neighborhood is loud again but I'm getting noise complaints
Disturbances in the surroundings, facing issues with noise.
(Yeah)
A confirmation or emphasis on the previous statement.
I'm losing stars I'm aligned with
Losing connections with influential people.
And my biggest one losing brightness
Experiencing a decline in a significant aspect of life.
That's just part of my diet
Acceptance of challenges as a part of life.
I've been trying my best I'm trying
Struggling and putting in effort despite difficulties.
I wish I was dying my hair black impulsively
Expressing a desire for impulsive change in appearance.
It's not my fault you see the worst in you and me
Attributing negative perceptions to oneself and others.
But physically you can't stop seeing me in your favorite mirror
A paradoxical situation where presence is desired despite conflict.
Is it ironic that I wish you would leave?
Questioning the desire for separation from someone.
Is it ironic I wish I didn't see all these stupid colors?
Expressing discomfort or confusion about diverse experiences.
Told me to be who I am
Advice to be authentic followed by criticism.
Proceed to call me a bad name
Contradictory response to individuality.
Don't you want me to be happy in my own skin?
Desire for acceptance and happiness in one's own identity.
(I hope so)
An optimistic hope for understanding and support.
I hate sports so much, but nowadays I really wanna ball
Unexpected interest in activities disliked before.
I'm sorry that I'm a late bloomer
Acknowledging delayed personal development.
I love jokes so much until I started laughing at my goals
Shift in perspective on personal achievements.
And now I really hate humor
Disliking humor due to personal struggles.
I remember when I had people to save me when I'm about to fall
Reflecting on past support and current confusion.
But now I lost myself and I'm clueless
Feeling lost and lacking self-awareness.
All I do is ask rhetorical questions when I'm thinking too long
Engaging in introspective questioning without clear answers.
Like yo, what am I really doing?
Expressing confusion about life's purpose and direction.
Why am I feeling stupid?
Feeling intellectually challenged or inferior.
Why am I making music?
Questioning the purpose of creating art (music).
Why am I asking these questions when I already knew it
Expressing frustration at repeating known answers.
Who's that man in the mirror?
Self-reflection on personal fears and insecurities.
He got so many fears
Acknowledging personal fears within oneself.
Maybe one day he can wake up and see everything clear
Hope for clarity and understanding in the future.
Maybe one day he can wake up and see everything clear
-Maybe one day he can wake up and see everything clear
-Is it ironic that I wish you would leave?
Reiteration of the desire for separation from someone.
Is it ironic I wish I didn't see all these stupid colors?
Repetition of discomfort or confusion about diverse experiences.
Told me to be who I am
Repeating the conflict between authenticity and criticism.
Proceed to call me a bad name
Reiterating the contradictory response to individuality.
Don't you want me to be happy in my own skin?
Repeating the desire for acceptance and happiness in one's own identity.
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