Lyrics
Uh, the head so evil
The mind is morally corrupt or wicked.
Cause when y'all gave up on me I had an upheaval
Experienced a significant disruption when others abandoned or lost faith.
In my own little thoughts, I had a thought I was equal
Considered oneself equal in worth or significance in personal reflections.
Then you niggas made me realize we could never be equal
Realized that equality with certain individuals is unattainable.
Ain't on the same plane, y'all coplanar and crash
Not operating on the same level; metaphorically, different paths leading to failure.
My flyest thought was on a plane yours came from a plain full of grass
Contrasting levels of creativity or inspiration, with the speaker's being more sophisticated.
I came hard, with a handful of the dirtiest mags
Started with significant effort, armed with explicit content (mags).
This mag shoot back and it's not from the lowest of class
Expressing resilience; the speaker's response is not inferior despite societal class distinctions.
Y'all won't get that
An obscure reference or metaphor not easily understood by others.
And everybody that doubted me need to get back
A call for those who doubted to step back.
Cause trust me, Muchi gone get his get back
The artist, Muchi, will seek revenge or retribution.
And after, Muchi gone get a big stack
Anticipating financial success in the future.
And that's big facts
Asserting the truth of the previous statement.
Speaking of facts my friend
Transitioning to a different topic, possibly emphasizing reality.
I love that the world wouldn't count me in
Expressing frustration with being overlooked by the world.
I deserve more respect than I have and give
Deserving more respect than received; claiming superiority in talent.
I can outdo most of you before I can count to ten
Confident in surpassing others in skill quickly.
Give me one moment man
Requesting a brief pause or consideration.
I done had to write music at three AM
Sharing a personal struggle of creating music late at night alone.
Nobody doing work for me I'm all I depend
Self-reliance emphasized; depending solely on oneself.
So I wake up and do it all at five again
Repetition of hard work, suggesting dedication to the craft.
Tryna' get six figures from a pen
Aspiring to earn a substantial income through artistic endeavors.
This pen-to-pad is like my seventh sense
Symbolizing a deep connection to writing as an essential skill.
The sixth one is feeling these words in my chest
The emotional impact of words resonating within the artist.
Ate rappers and eat whoever think that they best
Metaphorical consumption of other rappers, asserting dominance.
I was a coward, never held a nine to my chest
Acknowledging past fear and vulnerability.
Attention
Shift in focus, expressing dislike for seeking attention.
I hate that I'm craving this silly attention
Admitting a desire for attention but considering it trivial or silly.
I hear the tension, I hear the friction
Awareness of tension and conflict in relationships or interactions.
My hands are really burning from all of the friction
Physical discomfort due to emotional conflict or stress.
I'm needing fixin', but I can't fix it
Recognition of personal issues but an inability to resolve them.
All this time on my own I became narcissistic
Isolation leading to self-centered tendencies, not necessarily narcissism.
Not narcissistic, but I'm insecure
Acknowledging insecurities despite receiving love from others.
I get everyone love, somehow I'm needing more
Desire for more affection or recognition despite existing support.
You got two left feet and then you fall, of course
Using a metaphor of two left feet, expressing clumsiness or failure.
Sometimes I wanna rap, but I feel guilty about it
Internal conflict about pursuing a career in rap.
Sometimes I wanna scrap, but I feel bitchy about it
Conflicted feelings about engaging in physical altercations.
Why can't I put my hands up and get to the pounding?
Desire for an outlet for frustration without resorting to violence.
I'm not a fighter, I've just been fighting to find me a balance
Not inherently a fighter but struggling to find balance in life.
I'm lost I'm a challenge
Expressing a sense of being lost and presenting a challenge to others.
I'm lost I'm a, uh
Repetition of feeling lost, possibly emphasizing the complexity of the challenge.
I'm lost for my words, I'm stuttering
Difficulty expressing oneself verbally, indicating internal turmoil.
I look to the birds for another hit
Seeking inspiration or solace from nature, represented by birds.
I talk to a wall when I'm feeling it
Seeking comfort or understanding from an inanimate object or metaphorical barrier.
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