Lyrics
My soul simply won't bleed
Feeling emotionally numb, unable to express emotions.
Coal blackened walls surround my scene hardened
Feeling surrounded by dark, oppressive, and challenging circumstances.
Callous I've been stung by bees forfeited courage keeps me in need
Experiencing emotional pain, feeling hardened and lacking bravery due to past hurts.
And i need your soul in black,
Seeking something dark and profound from someone else.
Trust you rape and left me to see my soul attacked it's innocence deaf
Feeling betrayed and damaged emotionally, unable to ignore the loss of innocence.
And dumb I can't hear the shit been preached to me losses i could
Feeling disconnected, unable to absorb advice or teachings due to personal losses.
You rip through from my mind
Experiencing mental anguish caused by someone else's actions.
And take my thoughts from me m mind
Sense of losing control over thoughts and mind.
My space inside I'm lost replaced bliss with catastrophe
Feeling lost internally, replacing happiness with disaster.
Heaven sends to you the seed
Reference to a negative influence or situation that continues to grow.
My mind receives and accepts deceit
Accepting falsehoods or deception into one's thoughts.
My acceptance sometimes disturbing
Disturbed by one's own acceptance of negative influences.
My appearance shows no sympathy me in this state of mind
Appearing unsympathetic due to the internal struggle.
My balance off balance but i push through this dark time i lay awake at night
Struggling through a difficult and uncertain period, fighting insomnia.
My body trembles wrapped with vines each tie
Feeling constrained and restricted by problems or challenges.
That binds represents another dream demise
Each constraint symbolizes the loss or failure of another hope or aspiration.
Oh fuck i need a handle in my life
Desire for control or stability in life.
I know that there is no escape for me
Realization of being trapped in a difficult situation with no way out.
This sweating i don't mind just fused with insanity
Acceptance of mental pressure and chaos as a part of life.
Dark time i lay awake at night my body trembles
Repetition emphasizing the struggle with insomnia and inner turmoil.
Wrapped with vines each tie that binds represents another dream demise
Reiteration of feeling confined and restrained, leading to the demise of dreams.
Oh fuck i need a handle in my life in my life
Expressing a strong need for stability or control in life.
My soul has been caught in the mix of your plague hardened
Feeling trapped and affected by someone else's negativity or toxicity.
Callous I've been stung by bees forfeited courage keeps me in need
Reiteration of emotional pain and feeling weakened due to past experiences.
My life is meaningless now is it you that i thank
Questioning the value of life and contemplating who or what to blame for the current state.
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