Lyrics
I’m trapped behind your eyes
I feel confined within your gaze
Where I can see inside
Where I can perceive your inner self
Does it get you off?
Are you aroused by this?
I’m in your head, but you won’t let me out Why do you keep me here?
I exist in your thoughts, yet you refuse to release me. Why do you hold onto me?
In your head
Existing prominently in your thoughts
All the wasted fortunes
All the resources and opportunities wasted on you
I’ve lost to you
I've sacrificed much for you
Like gold in a landfill
Similar to gold discarded in a garbage dump
I spent years between these walls
I spent significant time within these metaphorical walls
While you couldn’t get enough
While you were insatiable
I live in fear
I live in constant anxiety
You live it up
You indulge in pleasure
Nobody’s favorite
I am not anyone's preferred choice
I know what you don’t
I possess knowledge you lack
You think I’m a fucking joke
You perceive me as a mockery
You can’t lie to me
You cannot deceive me
I know what you did
I'm aware of your actions
I’m not coming back from this
I won't recover from this situation
Not again
Not once more
I’m on my way out
I am departing
Blinded
Blinded by overwhelming confusion or chaos
By the fucking smoke
Amidst the obscuring smoke
Searching for what’s left behind
Seeking what remains
This bloody frown of mine
My sorrowful expression
Still searching
Continuing the quest
Soft and flowing
Gentle and flowing
Down your body
Across your form
But I’m still searching
Yet the search persists
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