Lyrics
I got so much love, why they don't wanna love me back?
Questioning why love isn't reciprocated despite having ample love to give.
I had so much trust, then they turned around stabbed my back
Had trust in someone, but they betrayed by backstabbing.
All these lies got my head spinning
Feeling disoriented due to numerous falsehoods encountered.
I might smoke this whole pack tryna feel a little different
Considering using substances to cope with emotions and seek a change.
Only day ones with me fuck them new friends
Valuing long-time friends over new acquaintances.
If it ain't loyalty I'd rather have no friends
Preference for no friends over disloyal ones.
Cause I don't need it
Expressing self-sufficiency, implying not relying on certain relationships.
I'd rather get lost in the sauce and then find the realest
Willingness to explore different experiences but ultimately seeking authenticity.
Them fake niggas broke my heart tell me what's the meaning
Feeling hurt by insincere individuals, seeking understanding.
Said I'd never touch purple drink now I'm sat here leaning
Contradiction in behavior—breaking a promise due to circumstances.
You cut me deep in the mind now you got me bleeding
Emotional pain caused by someone's actions.
They're like "what is wrong with you?"
Others expressing concern about the person's behavior or emotions.
I got trust issues so I can't be stuck with you
Avoiding deep connections due to trust issues.
Uh
No specific meaning conveyed, possibly a pause or transition in thoughts.
Reminiscing through the pain
Reflecting on past pain and hoping for better times.
I've been waiting I've been praying for some better days
Longing and praying for improvement in life circumstances.
I need it
Expressing desperation or urgency for something needed.
My heart cold, I'm anemic
Metaphorically describing emotional detachment or emptiness.
I'm a lost soul, my heart bleeding
Feeling emotionally wounded and lost.
Got to get it by my lonely
Emphasizing self-reliance and independence in achieving goals.
Found out all my niggas wasn't for me
Realizing some friends weren't genuine and feeling misunderstood by new acquaintances.
And these new niggas they don't know me yeah
Sensing a lack of understanding from new connections.
Said you didn't mean it
Reacting to someone denying their actions or words.
Talking bout all that shit you tweeted
Referencing past negative statements made publicly or online.
My nigga you really tweaking yeah
Observing someone's erratic behavior or actions.
I wish someone would come and save me
Desire for rescue or help from a difficult situation.
Told you I would never let these niggas break me
Assurance of resilience against negativity from others.
I ain't got nothing to do with all your problems bitch don't blame me
Denial of responsibility for someone else's issues or behavior.
It's either you love me or you don't you change your mind up on a daily
Desire for consistency and certainty in relationships.
I been the same from the jump baby you can't change me
Asserting personal constancy despite external influences.
And I done worked too damn hard so I got to make it
Determination to succeed due to past efforts.
You was a snake from the start so don't call me baby
Refusal to acknowledge a deceitful person as an intimate partner.
I put my all in this shit look how far we made it
Proud of achievements despite challenges faced.
I
No specific meaning conveyed, possibly a pause or transition in thoughts.
I got so much love, why they don't wanna love me back?
Reiteration of the longing for reciprocated love.
I had so much trust, then they turned around stabbed my back
Reiteration of betrayal and broken trust.
All these lies got my head spinning
Continued disorientation due to deceit.
I might smoke this whole pack tryna feel a little different
Considering using substances to cope with emotions and seek a change (repeated).
Only day ones with me fuck them new friends
Preference for long-time friends over new acquaintances (repeated).
If it ain't loyalty I'd rather have no friends
Preference for no friends over disloyal ones (repeated).
Cause I don't need it
Expressing self-sufficiency and not relying on certain relationships (repeated).
I'd rather get lost in the sauce and then find the realest
Willingness to explore different experiences but ultimately seeking authenticity (repeated).
Them fake niggas broke my heart tell me what's the meaning
Feeling hurt by insincere individuals, seeking understanding (repeated).
Said I'd never touch purple drink now I'm sat here leaning
Contradiction in behavior—breaking a promise due to circumstances (repeated).
You cut me deep in the mind now you got me bleeding
Reiteration of emotional pain caused by someone's actions (repeated).
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