Lyrics
Every time I look around
Feeling disoriented and struggling to make sense of the surroundings.
I find it hard to set apart lack of reality
Difficulty distinguishing between reality and imagination.
Try so hard to shut it out
Effort to block out disturbing thoughts or emotions.
Try and try to work it out
Continuous attempt to resolve inner conflicts.
Can't ignore what I see
Unable to disregard or overlook what is observed.
Mind and my soul are shattered
Feeling mentally and spiritually broken.
Every thought I think is scattered
Experiencing scattered and disjointed thoughts.
Body is what's left of me
The physical self is the only remaining aspect.
Try to look within myself
Attempting introspection but recognizing the need for assistance.
But I know I need some help
Acknowledging the necessity of external support for liberation.
To finally be set free
Desire for ultimate freedom from inner turmoil.
Mind is going left and right
Mental confusion and indecision.
Can't decide on what is right
Struggling to determine the right course of action.
The right thing for me
Searching for what is morally or personally correct.
Always told to think like this
Instructed to think in specific ways.
Always told to think like that
Constrained by societal expectations that hold no significance.
But it ain't shit to me
Rejecting imposed values as inconsequential.
Don't know what it means to live
Lack of understanding about the purpose of life.
Don't find joy in anything
Unable to derive pleasure from any aspect of life.
Overthink everything
Anxiety and overthinking affecting every experience.
So I'm sitting in a corner
Withdrawal, seeking refuge in isolation.
Hoping that it passes over
Hoping that difficulties will pass without direct confrontation.
Putting my mind at ease
Seeking mental calmness and tranquility.
Couldn't find the answer
Failure to discover a solution to internal struggles.
Only emptiness
A sense of emptiness prevailing.
From this mental cancer
Metaphorical reference to mental anguish.
I cease to exist
A feeling of non-existence or emotional numbness.
Every time I look around
Reiteration of the initial struggle with reality.
I find it hard to set apart lack of reality
Continued difficulty in distinguishing reality.
Try so hard to shut it out
Persisting efforts to block out distressing thoughts.
Try and try to work it out
Repeated attempts to resolve inner conflicts.
Can't ignore what I see
Ongoing challenge of not being able to ignore the unsettling.
Mind and my soul are shattered
Reiteration of mental and spiritual fragmentation.
Every thought I think is scattered
Continued experience of scattered thoughts.
Body is what's left of me
Emphasis on the physical self being the only remaining entity.
Try to look within myself
Continued struggle with self-reflection and the recognition of needing help.
But I know I need some help
Reiteration of the need for external assistance.
To finally be set free
Perseverance for ultimate liberation from internal struggles.
Couldn't find the answer
Reiteration of the inability to find a solution.
Only emptiness
Persisting sense of emptiness in the face of mental challenges.
From this mental cancer
Continued metaphorical reference to mental anguish.
I cease to exist
Expressing a point of complete emotional or existential breakdown.
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